When you love someone, what do you do? How do you feel? What do you want? A girl who is bullied by the schools heartthrob. She hated him ever since he decided to target her and yet somehow she managed to fall for his playboy charms. Though, knowing how much he has hurt her she know she won't get a chance if shes a target of his, his punching bag. It's best to leave these feelings alone. Han Jisung, a playboy who likes to bully Kim Y/N. He, himself, don't even know why he does it but it's just fun. Little did he know that he was killing her slowly, both ways through love and hate. Started: Dec 7, 2017 (Dec 23, 2017) Ended: January 19, 2018 ©2017 loading_not_today Highest Rank: #273 in Teen Fiction Highest Rank: #402 in Fanfiction Highest Rank: #1 in Straykids *This is my first fan fiction of Stray Kids so please support me with this one! My bias is Jisung yet Changbin and Felix are wrecking me HARD!*Cries* Disclaimer: All characters do not belong to me. This plot is mine though so please be cooperative about the story as it is mine who write this. If you, by some point or, somehow found some same ideas and plot from somewhere else then just letting you know that it was made by coincidence. I work hard on my books so please DO NOT COPY OR PLAGIARIZE! Thank you, I hope you guys enjoy my book!

"I'm gunna paint a picture; it's a picture with a twist. The paintbrush is a razor and the canvas is my wrist." ~Unknown Poetry about suicide, the cover says "Love is like heaven, but it hurts like hell."

Brooke is the head cheerleader and the most popular girl in her school, with her best friend Courtney and Cheerleader posse. No one can bring her down. But what happens when she falls in love with the mysterious emo, Slayter? Will she sacrifice her friends for him or will they get rid of her before she gets the chance to decide? Confused and hurt, love struck Brooke chases the boy whose life she made hell. Finding herself and the real friends in her life, follow Brooke as she unveils the story behind the suicidal emo she’s so awed by. Did I mention he hated her?....

A story I've decided to write to express my feelings. I'm sorry if I offend anybody, and it may be possibly triggering. You have been warned.

How to talk to a suicide, by a suicide. If you are one, add your own thoughts through private message.

I have issues, and I'm not afraid to admit it. This is my attempt at poetry! *Read at your own risk* :D:

This was 100% made by me. The demons told me to stop witting. But that only made me want to write more.

This is the story of a girl who committed suicide, because of everything wrong in her life. This could happen, so this is why we need to prevent bullying, child abuse, rape, etc. Please vote/comment.