dé·jà vu / déjà vu noun: a feeling of having already experienced the present situation. Also known as a tedious familiarity. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Back at it again with another twisted, emotional rollercoaster, come join Renae as she takes us through the ups and downs of her life, the twists, the wicked, the cries and the laughter. After the storm comes the shine, don't fret for too long, we have to jump through a few hoops to get to where we need, no one said life would be easy and God gave us warnings beforehand that there would be trials and tribulations, you just have to stand firm and battle your demons head on. ©️2019 _jasthewriter I do not own the photos or videos, this story is fiction and came strictly from my thoughts.

Knowing I let you in, I know this isn't real but in the back of mind I'm thinking deeper got me hitting notes that I ain't even get hit by the Aretha hit her then you leave her now her mindset is broken guess it feels good when my eyes ain't open Friends with Benefits or More It all started Four Years ago

Molly is a young teen with anger problems because of her past. Growing up in a bad ass neighborhood and with a mean ass mother only makes things worst. When she was young Molly's father use to beat her whenever he got drunk. One night he beat her so bad that she felt enough was enough and called the cops. Who would of thought that it would change her life forever. 10 years later Molly just graduated out of high school and is on her way to college. Her father is locked up in jail and her mother is a crack head. Now she has to survive and become a parental figure for her younger brother Aaron and raise him right in a hood full of wrong. But will meeting the hoods biggest drug lord this summer change her life for the good? Or will it just bring unnecessary drama in to her life?

"You could never love all of me, and I'm sure of that." _____________________________________ In a world of a preference of doing everything but the right thing and being everything that she's not, 26 year old Victoria Marshall is just trying to remain on the right path and be confident in herself. She defies society's expectations by being a full figured, dark skinned woman. When she meets 27 year old Kareem Thompson, the man who had his own issues too, he wants to show her that he is man enough to handle all of her and her enticing curves and sassy attitude. How will Victoria respond? Will she allow herself to believe that he loves her, or will she continue to think that she is better off without someone to love her and push him away? *I own none of the photos used in this book.

"I don't wanna be just a memory And I don't wanna feel your wings break free Because without you I'm lost in the breeze I gotta be strong now, I gotta show you how I'll love you like I've never, ever loved somebody I'll give you things you didn't even know you wanted Don't tell me that it's not enough My time is up, you're over us 'Cause I think I might do anything for you If you just let me ... " - Sinead Harnett