simon's thoughts on all the things he likes about his bestfriend.. cc - attriburion (noderivs)

Dear, Joshua This is my 27th attempt at a proper suicide note. Something is holding me back. It's you. [potential for occasional strong language and suicide references]

Josh expresses his feelings to Simon. Simon is not here. There love was young but came to an End.

when do letters on a screen become more important than everything around you?

when do the letters on a screen become words in your mouth? and when do the words in your mouth become lies?

i woke up this morning, my bed a mess, my mind a wreck. i saw you, i saw you with me. you were real.

Josh has a crush. Watch as he tries his best to understand his feelings, and express them to Simon. Anything could happen. Feel free to message me ideas for situations that could happen later in the book. Thanks for reading:). Aaand Seeya. Warnings- mature language, and may contain smut. (It's not just smut, there will be fluff and angst at first).

i think i might always be in some kind of love with you.

Simon has had feeling for Josh for the longest time. Josh is in love with his girlfriend Freya and wants to propose to her. Simon helps his friend and slowly Josh starts to have feelings for Simon. Josh ends up having to pick between Simon and Freya. Who will he choose?

when the unexpected happens, it becomes even harder to expect the outcome. especially when you add love, lust, and illness into the mix.