❝all i need is my beanies,skateboard,and coffee❞

"We will see each other again." Louis told me. He was about to go on tour. He had just won the x-factor. "When?" I asked him. "As soon as I can." He said. "You're my sister." Those were his last words to me before he left for two years. How would you feel if your best friend, and brother left for two years? Lou was my brother, until he left. He was everything I ever had. But he left me all alone. He never bothered to ask anything about me. It was all about him. He would love to tell me what happened in concerts, and interviews. He didn't know that I went to parties, and already had one boyfriend. For him, I was still 14 year old Kenzie. The girl who doesn't go to parties, never had a boyfriend, and doesn't wear make up. But that was two years ago. I'm now 16. I go to parties all the time with Izzy, Angie and Sel, my best friends since ever. I wear make up, but not always. I had a boyfriend called Cody, who was such a sweet heart. What will happen when Lou realizes that his little sister has grown up? And that Niall kind of has a crush on her?

Sometimes I feel as if I should receive an award for staying strong for so long. When it becomes almost habit to fake a smile everyday and to hardly ever cry no matter how awful I feel is tough. I make it through though. It's life. I feel like crying is a sign of weakness. I guess that's why I hardly ever cry in front of people or even alone for that matter. Only a few people can see the sorrow deep in my eyes. I hide it with laughter and a smile everyday. I'm good at hiding my true feelings and that's not always a good thing. I tend to bottle up my feelings until I burst. I either yell, scream, and fight or I just sit alone and cry for hours. I've only cracked to one person and she is my best friend. She's always been there for me and is like the little sister I never had, but always wanted. No one else has gotten through me yet. I don't know if anyone ever will either. Maybe someday ill find someone that can make my sorrow and pain go away. Maybe someday ill find someone who loves me for me. Maybe someday is sooner than I expect. Maybe it's right around the corner. Can she find love? Will that love be what she expects? Find out in The Bad Boy by bellebug23. Don't steal my story! This is 100% mine. If you find someone that stole it please report them to me after ranting them out and also reporting them! Thank you and enjoy:)*COMPLETED* ALL RIGHTS RESERVED @bellebug23©