Dear Johnny, I'm not quite sure what I want to say. I know I want to say something, though, so I guess this is better than nothing at all. I'm going to start writing you letters, because I miss you so much there's a pain in my chest and I just want to let you know how things are, how I'm doing. I want to remember and I want you to remember. There are too many things I don't want either of us to forget. But most importantly, I want to let you know how much I love you. And I plan on telling you in as many ways as possible. With love, Jimmy

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They were bound by a contract. It was Matt's responsibility to please his master in all ways possible. In return, Brian was to provide and care for him. Brian was determined to train Matt to be the best puppy he could possibly be. Matt wanted nothing more than to make his master smile. Love had nothing to do with it. It was a BDSM pleasure based contract only. Matt was the puppy, the submissive, the whore. He wasn't allowed to love Brian, and Brian couldn't possibly love him... Right?

"Oh Crimson, my dear," He whispered, enticing breath fanning onto my face. His eyes pierced right through me, reaching a part of my soul that I wasn't even aware existed. His cologne enveloped me in its spicy, thick aroma. Whatever he did, no matter how hard I tried to forget about him, I could never get rid of him. He has worked his way into my head, there's no going back. I figured out this must be why they call him Synyster. He locked our fingers together and came close to my lips. "It's your nightmare." His voice vibrated in his chest so that I could feel his low voice. I whispered back to him "You're right. It is my nightmare, and there is much I would like to forget."