When the Earl of Phantomhive finds himself in a strange mix of emotions will he see that his butler feels the same? Warning, this is a yaoi (boy X boy) pairing if you don't like it please don't read it. Thank you.

A sebastian x Ciel fanfiction. Just read you'll like it xD

"He's beautiful."

Ciel dreaded going to school in the morning. He would always be greeted with disgusted faces of children who beat poor Ciel. What will happen when a new face starts appearing in the school?

Ciel Phantomhive has been having dreams about his butler, Sebastian Michaelis. After Sebastian notices he has been in his master's dreams he takes interest in the situations Ciel dreamt up. Ciel doesn't understand these dreams yet but Sebastian does and he takes advantage of his vulnerable master. Warning: Yaoi, mature content, boyxboy, sexual content

told by Ciel Phantomhive

written for the Japanese actor Yuya Matsushita upon his announcement of giving up his 4-year role as the character Sebastian Michaelis in the Black Butler musicals

I still want my life. I'll always remember; do not go gentle. Do not go gentle into that good night. I remember the words they said. Do not blame your wretchedness on the fallen butterflies and bumblebees. Do not wipe your fears on the foggy window pain, only to awake in the morning with regrets. I will remember those words they said. But you see I have unwittingly spit upon the flowers gowing. I have drowned in the sea, and I do not wish to be saved. I do not want pain to heal my wounds because I do not trust in god enough to let them. Yet I still pray, I still weep with my hands tied. I still know that I am unworthy. I still know that I am in pain, and I love it. It's keeping me alive... if only for a moment; because in that moment I can feel the blood rushing through me. In the moment of my suffering I can feel the wind galloping behind my ears... and I am happy. In my moments of pain, I remember who I am. Do not go gentle... I love you. I love you.

Present day AU. Ciel Phantomhive, a boy with traumatic childhood and a dangerous habit starts university after years of being homeschooled. His new flatmate Sebastian Michaelis discovers his secret and uses it for his own amusement.