[+JOSHLER] ❝Before you, I hated life. I hated my parents, my school, my teachers... then you came around with your wide doe eyes, and freckled cheeks.❞ ♡ Where Joshua hates everything and everybody, except for the innocent boy who lives next door with the freckled cheek and flowers in his hair. ♡ #214 in fanfiction, December 5th 2016.

"Where am I supposed to start? Wow. I love you. I love you so much that it hurts. Okay, maybe that's the cancer."

"Every inch of you is beautiful darling." He whispers in my ear. "Well there must be a lot of inches." Warning, story contains sexual activity and swearing. © all rights reserved.

Fatty! jelly roll! "Move out of the way you whale, why are you even here"?! "It's not like your going to get noticed you can barley see your feet you cow". I hope you know the boys don't liek fat chicks so you go home because your an embarrassment "! "Your gonna be the reason why the boys don't come back"! Those are some the things they said to me that day. Today was supposed to be the happiest day of my life. I meet my idols I get to see them live. Maybe they will notice me ? No because I'm fat and no one notices the fat girl. I dressed my best I did my hair. I felt ugly compared to the other girls. But he saw something different. He saw something I couldn't see. He saw something th boys didn't. He saw how beautiful I was. He saw the beauty that I could never call myself. He treated me like I was the most beautiful girl in the world. He had so many reasons on why he loved me but I could never figure out why.

"I knew from the moment I saw her hiked up pleated skirt and dangerous smirk that I was in for it. " Warning: explicit content without warning; i.e. swearing, minor daddy! kink, underage relationship, underage usage of substances, and smut. If any of those things make you uncomfortable I implore you to not dive in to the depths of this story. I recommend no one under the age of 15 but it's ultimately your choice. enjoy. xx

So, this story is going to be pretty near and dear to my heart. I made the cover photo, and the pictures of the girl are me. I've always had self esteem/body positive issues, my whole life. And I never see fan fics about any of the boys being with plus sized girls, so I'm excited to write this one. It's going to be in Hailee's (my) POV, unless stated otherwise. It's about me meeting Niall and him falling for me, but me having a hard time dealing with the publicity and the hate and the fact that I'm a bigger girl in the public eye dating one of the most famous men on the planet. Not sure exactly how it'll all go down, but I'm excited to write it. Feel free to fill in your name in place of mine while you read. Enjoy!:)

*story is going through updates in the chapters of grammar and spelling to missing words plus some filler chapters to help develop more of the story* When the lads were walking in the park they came across a girl in the woods crying. Upon the discovery they realized something was wrong, this girl who ever she may be had burn marks engulfing her body and bruises and cuts that look more than skin deep. Will the boys discover her secret and save her in time or will she be devoured by her dark past? Book cover by: NarrysLilBum check her out for book covers and books as well <3