An event that took place in November 2013 left me with a day to regret and an hand that doesn't move

Hi, this is a educational story about my life having CRPS (Complex Regional Pain Syndrome). The highest pain level you can have! The struggle is real, and in the last four years with it, a lot has happened...

My body is on fire from the inside out. There's nothing that helps, and I just wanna shout! The pain is so intense, and the fire feels so real. I am just left here to cope with it and deal. I want to use ice because the pain burns so hot. But ice makes it worse, so use ice I cannot! So I tried a fan using a cool gentle breeze, but that remedy caused more pain, can you even believe? My docs prescribe meds and help me they do not. The pain is still there, and it burns so hot! Why must I suffer and be in such pain? Where are my friends, there's few who remain. I am so abnormal, and it's hard to live this way. I wish for a normal life, and a freaking pain-free day. I took much for granted, back when I was normal. I reminisce about my life back then, when I felt I was immortal. But this disease has opened my eyes to the horrors it inflicts, I just want some relief from the pain, and to not feel so imperfect. Why must I suffer? Why must I pray? The depression, pain and anxiety, rules me each and every day. This life long disease, for which there is no cure. A slight chance of remission, but for most that's so obscure. Even now typing this, my pain is so intense. I want to cry and just give up, but writing is my defense. It's through my words I battle this disease called RSD. It might have me it's it grasp, but it won't get all of me! My mind is a place where this disease wishes to go, so I use my words as weapons, when my pain reaches it's plateau. And to the burning pain, a pain that is so hot. RSD might want to control my body, but have my mind it will not! To all you pain warriors, who also face this burden, I pray for you all of that you can be certain!

living with a girl who has a mental illness and attempting to rebuild her is an almost impossible task louis is willing to take.

Kai is a broken soul. No one cares about him; he can't even find it in him to care about himself. As Kai begins his ultimate downwards spiral, ready to end it all, a man by the name of Jace comes into his life and slowly but surely, restores his faith in love and in himself. *Trigger Warning* -Mentions: Depression, Eating disorders, suicide, child abuse, bullying, drugs and alcohol abuse © Copyright 2014 All work is property of Llamas-and-whiskers, any duplication or reproduction of all or part of the work without explicit permission by the author is illegal.

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