Luke Hemmings is a popular boy in High school. Everyone loves him and others wish to be him. Everyone, including boys, thinks he's the hottest thing alive. Luke is nice. Luke is happy. Luke is Talented. Luke is rich. Luke is gentle. Luke is sweet. Luke is gay. Ashton is an outcast in High school. Everyone bullies him and other just thinks his a freak. Everyone, including boys, think he's the creppiest thing to walk the earth. Ashton is in pain. Ashton is depressed. Ashton cuts. Ashton has an eating disorder. Ashton is suicidal. Ashton is abused. Ashton is rich. Ashton is gay. Ashton meets Luke. Luke meets Ashton. Luke is in love, so is Ashton. Luke wants to protect Ashton. Ashton doesn't want Luke to get hurt. Ashton wants to leave. Luke wants him to stay.

Luke Hemmings. Popular, openly gay, excepted, Always happy. Ashton Irwin. Popular yet bullied at home, openly gay, self harm-er, depressed. What happens when Luke's family moves? Will Luke be able to fix Ashton? Or is he broken beyond repair? *May have triggering seens. Read with caution.* **Discontinued** *Top!luke*

*Triggering* Ashton Irwin. The drummer for the band 5 Seconds of Summer. He is a closeted gay and plans to keep it that way. He has a crush on his best friend and fellow band mate Luke Hemmings. But Luke Hemmings is straight and has a beautiful girlfriend. Also nobody knows that Ashton hates himself and wants to die. He's slowly killing himself by self harm and anorexia. He's slowly wasting away and nobody notices. Will anybody be able to fix the broken boy before it's too late? *this story will be Ashton's POV unless I say so*

"Not our fault lukes fat!" Ashton yells with a giggle, Michael and Calum laugh at the drummers choice of a joke, all of them glancing back to the laptop. What everyone misses though is the way Luke frowns slightly, and presses a hand over his tummy, he rubs an arm up and down his side for the rest of the twitcam, 'lukes fat..lukes fat...lukes fat' He chants over and over in his head. 'I'll be perfect, i won't stop until i am perfect.'

Nobody ever gives a shit about the drummer. ---- Cover made by: @ashton__tho | Started 10/4/2014, Finished 5/4/2015 | ©Copyright 2015 to Brianna (1D_HarryStyles_1D)

Luke Hemmings fell in love with a boy with wavy honey colored hair and beautiful hazel eyes that shined every so brightly when he laughed. Luke Hemmings fell for a boy that was broken, more so than he ever was. Luke Hemmings fell for a boy that he came to love so deeply. Luke Hemmings fell for a boy that he couldn't save. And now, he's left Unloved. This is how it happened.

Ashton Irwin; 15 years old, depressed, has social anxiety, quiet, alone, broken, Unhappy. Luke Hemmings; 17 years old, outgoing, popular, punk, funny, but Unhappy.

Ashton is okay right now. He's always like this after a bad bout. He starts off saying that the world is his oyster and he loves everyone, but when the energy and fresh success fades, so does he. Luke knows. He knows about all of Ashton's problems. He knows about the time Ashton was bullied nearly to the brink, the family deaths and friend losses, and the ups and downs, the latter of which seem to be more common lately. It's been so easy lately for Ashton to slip after a joke gone wrong, or a jab on Twitter. Ashton always says he's sorry, repeating it again and again if only to convince himself. Luke knows he's sorry, knows that he can't help it. And he'll sit by the bathtub for hours, holding Ashton, to make sure that he knows someone loves him. None of the other boys know. Ashton couldn't bring himself to tell them and face their disapproving stares too, and he wouldn't let Luke tell them, so he's stuck in this half state of secrecy and confession to Luke. Ashton hasn't gone too far yet, not far enough that Luke can't patch him up with gauze, antibiotics, and a long hug. But someday, someday, Luke knows Ashton won't be able to take it anymore, and Ashton will die. And Luke will be all alone.