"i'm not insane. i'm just afraid." highest rankings: #405 in mystery/thriller #835 in fanfiction cr. taenology || 2017

Taehyung and Hoseok are both in their first year of college and live in a dorm together as roommates. Hoseok doesn't see Taehyung as anything more than a good looking man that he's envious of because all the girls think he's good looking. He wants to be friends with Taehyung but can't help but hate the cocky side he has to him and how he brags about getting girls with just a snap of a finger. One day when both boys are invited to a college party, almost everyone is drunk at this point and dared Taehyung to do something Hoseok wouldn't expect him to do, he was dared to kiss Hoseok! After the kiss went down, rumors went around along with Hoseok getting feelings of his own for Taehyung.

Hoseok's self confidence is at rock bottom because of getting rejected, tormented and teased all his life. Hoseok felt that everything he touched broke, he thought he himself was broken. He hated himself and he hated the world. Nothing he ever did came out right or the way he wanted it to. Everyone hated him and no one tried to get to know him. That is until one day a student in another class sees Hoseok doing something which made the boy realize Hoseok needed help, and that's exactly what the boy gave him. Warning: this fan fiction might talk about things you're not comfortable with reading. This fan fiction might mention eating disorders, self harm, abuse, homophobia, violence, basically everything bad that you can think of. Keep in mind this fan fiction is rated mature for a reason.

"KIM TAEHYUNG, WE'RE ON CAMERA!" ⓒ tentaeils | completed [ kim taehyung, jung hoseok. ]

❝If there is anything in the world that we should be afraid of, it's people forgetting us.❞ * When a hydrokinetic boy, Kim Taehyung, is banished to a mental institution for a crime he didn't even do, he meets the roguish Jung Hoseok there. Looking at the latter, Taehyung can feel something he can't put a finger to. And he doesn't understand why the chestnut-haired boy is always crossing his mind, always giving him goosebumps and a racing heart especially when their eyes lock. So he promises himself that he will melt the ice that is gracing on the elder's eyes despite the heat that Hoseok is comprised of. * © GoldenCheonsaNity, All Rights Reserved 2017

** this can be extremely cringey bc of me, i'm sorry. ** "i can make you laugh" "okay pretty boy, make me laugh" ended: 170307 - 170124 ©-MYGPJM

Taehyung hated math, until it became his favorite class.

Taehyung didn't like how his toy was being treated.

Hoseok has never loved... Until Taehyung Can I change him? Does he want to change? Can I love him? Does he want to be loved?

"Sticks and stones may break my bones. But words can also hurt me. Sticks and stones break only skin, while words are ghosts that haunt me. Pain from words has left its scar on mind and heart that's tender. Cuts and bruises now have healed, it's words that I remember." It hurt. It hurt more than any physical pain he had ever felt. Or maybe the reason it hurt so much was because it wasn't just physical pain. He felt used and worthless. The hands that once caressed his body with loving touches were now a bittersweet ache. He had to remind himself constantly that he was only an object for the other to take out his emotions on. The other loved someone else. And it hurt.