The instinct not to breathe underwater is so strong that it overcomes the agony of running out of air. No matter how desperate you are, you won't inhale until you're on the verge of losing consciounsness. Sirius knew that. He stood there, staring down to the black, cold water and pondering, would it be easier just to jump. He was on the edge, not just of the quay but of his own mind and sanity. The fall wouldn't kill him. The waves would. ... This is a Remus x Sirius Hogwarts years fanfiction I started writing a while back, in wich Sirius struggles with depression and suicidal thoughts. Remus tries his best to be there for his best friend, but his state of mind isn't the healthiest either. Contains triggering stuff, please don't read if you know you can't put up with stuff like ABUSE, SUICIDE, strong language or VIOLENCE. Also, all of this is based on the characters of the Harry Potter series. The cover picture is from tumblr and I added the name of this fic on it, so I do not own it. All of this is written by me, partly based on some of the events from my own life and suicidal thoughts I've had a long time ago, so please don't copy the storyline as it's partly very personal. Hope you'll like it

"i don't know, it's just that neverland and wonderland are so easily confused." remus had an obsession with writing plays. being able to see them spring to life with the assistance of hogwarts' talented drama attendants was all it took for him to snatch the job of writing every single one when the opportunity arose very early on. sirius had an obsession with acting in plays. his mind could totally drift away from reality and he could morph in to someone entirely different, and seeing as these characters were created by remus lupin, they were always so much better than being himself. he was a fucking whore, nothing more, nothing less, but oh, how he yearned for a difference. wolfstar theatre au 19.06.19 - 18.12.19 (yikes,, almost six months exact) highest ranking: #1 in theatre

❝Repeat after me: I, Sirius Black, will not meddle in Dorcas Meadowes' love life.❞ ❝I, Sirius Black, solemnly swear I will not meddle - ❞ ❝You know, I think I'd believe you more if you stopped crossing your fingers.❞ ▬▬▬▬ After a weekend getaway turned month-long holiday with Remus, Sirius has returned with a new passion for love and is determined to share it with the unsuspecting Dorcas whether she wants it or not. The plans are in place, the schemes are set, the only problem is that Sirius forgot to consult with Dorcas first... BOOK #2 IN THE LONE WOLF SERIES {MUGGLE AU}

❝It's technically not catfishing if it's for love, right?❞ ❝Sirius, that makes it worse.❞ ❝Dorcas, can you just be on my side for once?❞ ▬▬▬▬ When her best friend, the heartbreaker Sirius, finally falls for a guy who wants nothing to do with him, Dorcas can't help but laugh at the karma of it all. That is until he enlists her help on his most elaborate scheme yet to win over the lone wolf, Remus... {MUGGLE WORLD AU}

「 or a story in which Remus works at the local library where Sirius and his annoying friends keep coming to work on their projects.」 Remus Lupin just moved to London, due to his mother's sickness and the fact that the best treatment for her can only be found here. Since his mother's obviously unemployed and his father doesn't get paid too much at his new job, Remus starts working at the local library, the one closest to their new apartment. Also the library where these four kids from his new high-school hang out to mainly do school projects and research. A redhead girl, one with a pair of glasses who tried hard to get the girl's attention, one who for whatever reason, always had snacks with him, and this one- The one with that gorgeous, dark hair and smokey eyes who stole his heart from the first second they looked into each other's eyes. #2 IN WOLFSTAR [3rd Jan 2021] #1 IN WOLFSTARAU [5th Jan 2021] VOL 2 - REMEMBER.

Despite his monthly issue, Remus couldn't complain about much. He has two parents who love him dearly, two best mates he can count on for anything, and a girlfriend of roughly 6 years who adores him. Everything in his life is perfect. Isn't it? But the picture perfect life of Remus Lupin is just that. An image of who he is supposed to be. Not who he is. The cookie cutter world he has always known comes crumbling down when he befriends Sirius Black. Remus must decide if he wants to remain in the safety of his world, or to live in a world with Sirius Black. A life with no control. *only 2 mature parts*

Lyall Lupin had once told his son this: Love's not all that complicated. It tells you who it's after and it either gets what it wants or destroys you. And he had never thought it would ever apply to him because let's be honest, who would love an animal like Remus? Well, I'll tell you the answer to that: a charming yet vulgar, somewhat poncey, boy with smoky gray eyes. RL/SB ADDITIONAL CHAPTERS BEING ADDED! WHAT WOULD HAVE BEEN THE SEQUEL IS NOW BEING ADDED ONTO CARVE ME OPEN! Part One and Two of the Mischief Managed Series. ©professortoebeans 2019 This is AU, and it will follow canon for the majority of the story. However, it will veer off path eventually. Not into mediocrity or ridiculousness. Please read the Disclaimer for trigger warnings and other information. Wolfstar/Marauders Era began: 5/17/2019 completed: Under edit as of 4/12/2020 🥇Ranks! #1 in Gayships out of 8k stories (1/10/2021) #2 in SiriusxRemus out of 855 (10/13/2020) #4 in Muggles out of 439 (06/21/2021) #6 in RemusxSirius out of 456 (10/13/2020) #6 in Banter out of 833 (12/4/2019) #19 in TheOrder out of 283 (12/4/2019) #24 in Wizards out of 9.3k (6/11/2021) #37 in Wolfstar out of 4.5k (9/7/2019) #30 in Maraudersfiction out of 1.2k (12/4/2019)

"potter! i heard you got a secret admirer!" the voice laughs. ALSO ON AO3 WITH CORRECT GRAMMAR AND MISTAKES: "Secret Admirer" by "blissfcll"

Sparks fly. People fall. Jealousy rises. Hearts are broken. You thought loving was easy? Think again. I do not own these characters, they all belong to Jk Rowling.

Texting AU! Remus gets an unexpected text from a stranger named Sirius Black. Who knows where this will go, because I honestly don't.