"prefer to not speak, because speech only creates mayhem." started writing - 14th of jan completed - 21st of oct

Warning: Swearing, self harm, depression, overdose, mentions of suicide, suicide attempt Do not read if affected by the things mentioned in the warning above - read at your own risk. -- Ever since a young age, Joshua Bradley has been diagnosed with depression and suicidal thoughts. Once he and his best friends formed the Sidemen his life turned around to open up a great future. Sadly this did not get rid of his depression it, in a way, made it worse. With Josh being pansexual it made him an easy target for the haters in the YouTube comments. The only way for him to make himself feel 'good' was to cut; and he did just that. Josh is not the type to go to the doctors in order to feel better he'd always put it off. He didn't want help he wanted to do it on his own; it's his battle and he must fight for victory. Simon Minter, Josh's best friend, was always there to support him in anyway. With Simon being bisexual he was also a target to haters but was able to ignore the hatred towards him. Josh was attracted to Simon and found it really hard to keep his feelings hidden as he didn't think Simon felt the same way. Simon on the other hand did have some feelings towards Josh, he just didn't know how to tell him or show him. Hopefully the day will come and they can have a happy future together... Can't they?

imagine a world without colour, the only shades visible to the eye: black and white. when you cross paths with your soulmate, the individual who belongs with you, only then do you get to see the world's colourful beauty. in which harry is the blue-eyed boy at the coffee shop and blair just wanted some coffee.

seven lonely boys, six pm, five schools, four words, three am, two lovers, one group chat.

seven boys who've never met start an instagram account together.

°What happens when you create forbidden love? Annabelle is a stoner girl. Simon is a football guy. In school, their groups/cliques have strict rules. When they're together they are definition of trouble. They shouldn't be together. They shouldn't even talk to each other, but when Simon shows interest in her, Annabelle gives him opportunity to make it worth losing peace and reputation. But many things get complicated along the way. Was it worth losing it all? ° **WARNING** SWEARING, DRUG USE AND ALCOHOL USE ARE INCLUDED IN THIS STORY.

Sidemen One Shots {Completed} Preferences, One Shots and (some) Imagines included Rated R (Smut) and boyxboy are included, read at own risk. By boyxboy I mean like Emon, MiniMerkaa or MiniZerk, MiniStar123, ZerkStar123, KSMINTER or KSimon and many more! Also if you use my ideas then please give me credit for it because I work really hard on these. Thank you x

simon was always clumsy, but after the accident, his hands only became even more shaky.

When Tami is forced into a marriage she doesn't want to be in, everything changes. She wanted to get away from them not get married to one of them. She has to live with him and his friends. She doesn't want to be there but she has no choice. She faces many challenges after moving in with him Will they end up being happy? Or will he hate her forever? (NOT GOOD WITH DESCRIPTIONS)

Disclaimer: I am not proud of this book as I did write it in 2015. It's a very twisted book but some enjoy this book so please read at own risks Warning: Rape will be included so please read at own risk He left her with empty promises She was hopeless He hurt her She was broken Her life was in pieces Tami and Simom were best friend and they were unstoppable. Simon ended leaving Watford along with JJ, leaving Tami behind with empty promises. She ended up moving to London for work which she hates but she didn't except to see Simon again He's sorry He wants to help But he makes a mistake after and couldn't forgive himself for doing that He wants to be in her life again But would she let him? Find out in 'I Didn't Mean To Hurt You'