These are just oneshots that I have thought of either myself, or by the help of my friends, or based off things I find on pinterest. I don't own any of the characters unless I make one up, which will be evident as you probs won't recognise them. (Edit: unlikely. Its all ur fave characters :)) Also no smut etc in this book dw. Have fun reading! :D

-Alex Karev -"I can't lose you, I won't survive and that's your fault. You made me love you, you made let you in" -George O'Malley -"Did you say it? 'I love you.' I don't ever want to live without you. Did you say it?" -Derek Shepherd - "I'm a human being. I make mistakes. I'm flawed. We all are." -Mark Sloan - "If you love someone, you tell them. Even if you're scared it's not the right thing. Even if you're scared it will your life to the ground, you say it, you say it loud and you go from there." -Jackson Avery - "I love everything about you even the things I don't like, I love. And I want you with me, I love you and I think you love me too. Do you?" All rights belong to @TheMikaelsonss Cover by @Pepperronys

im·merse iˈmərs/Submit verb past tense: immersed; past participle: immersed 2. involve oneself deeply in a particular activity or interest. Lone book in the Cassandra Manning series Grey's Anatomy- DOES NOT FOLLOW SERIES Completed

so this starts off by Derek choosing Addison over Meredith.A lot of tragic things happen to meredith which makes derek realize he loves her but never tell her...after all the tragic things meredith decides to quit sgmw and work at Hopkins anonymously what will happend when meredith and Amelia become best friends their and when she finds out about her tumor she has to see Derek again!! See what will happen when Derek finds out that Meredith has a new love that's isn't him! hope you like it!! you won't regret it I've always thought about how greys would of looked if this would of happened!!! love-v

Meredith Grey is settling in nicely. She finally got her life back to normal after Derek's death. But life with out her beloved Derek, life seems to be scary and more difficult then she thought it out to be.

Right after Meredith tells Nathan that Megan is alive. Alex tells Jo he found her husband. How will Jo react to Alex telling her that he found her husband? Meredith starts to have strange feelings. How will she deal with these new feelings for her best friend/ person? What happens if something tragic happens? Can they find comfort in one another?

Lately Alex has been having relationship troubles with Jo. Jo is hiding some secrets from him and is constantly jealous of his friendship with Meredith, the one person who he claims "Has been always been there for him and understands him better than anyone." The more time Meredith and Alex spend together, both of them question whether or not they want to be more than friends.

Book 1 in the series

Meredith and Alex both have had bad childhoods. Can you have happiness happen after bad childhoods? Will affect her and Alex after she find out something from his past? I don't own greys anatomy or the characters. This is a little bit different beginning. I used Alex instead of Derek. I started to ship them in early season 13. Keep reading what happens to Meredith.