Veronica Reeves is like every other boring teenager, she has a few close friends and she's secretly in love with her best friend, a part-time job, and a seemingly happy adoptive family, until one morning something traumatic changes her forever, and everything she had is now gone. She becomes the kind of person she never expected to be, drinking, having sex with people she will never see again, and doing all kinds of drugs she can get her hands on. Derek Forster is exactly what you think she needs, a loving and caring boy who sees himself in Veronica, he understands her because he has been in her place before but Veronica doesn't want to be saved by love. She isn't a damsel in distress. She is just a broken soul. "Don't fall in love, Veronica, it's going to be the death of you." "𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘣𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘴." Started: November 7, 2020 Completed: March 4, 2021 [[ word count: 120.000 ]] BOOK TWO OUT NOW! TW. sexual abuse, drug & alcohol abuse, eating disorder, sex, suicide, PTSD, self-harm, death

"Sometimes even the most caring people go numb." Only read this book if you first read Gone Girl. ((Book 3 out now)) A year after her last hope vanished. Things aren't the same for Veronica Reeves. Derek Forster, her former lover is behind bars serving a five years sentence. He ignored her visits, her letters, he completely vanished from her life without any closure. Veronica's addiction and pain never went away and college is making it harder to survive. She finds new ways to cope with her sexual abuse trauma and losing someone who truly cared for her. Everyone is pressuring her into moving on but she deeply feels in her heart that there is a reason behind his disappearance. It turns out losing him was just the beginning of the hell that was about to unleash. "You only cry for help if you believe there is help to cry for." - Wentworth Miller [[ word count: 100.000 ]] Started: April 19, 2021 Completed: march 4, 2022 TW: sex, violence, drug and alcohol abuse, sexual abuse, death, eating disorder

Revenge is sweet until you have it. The truth is out and Derek Forster, Irène Leroy, Dominic Gilbert and Cyprian Patterson won't stop until they find him. Veronica Reeves doesn't seek revenge. She wants to continue her life and ignore what happened but for how long can she keep this façade on? What if others want to find justice for her and the other girls who were ruined by a monster? To win something you have to accept you will lose more and things are just getting harder for Veronica Reeves. Catching the man who ruined her won't be enough after her whole life is built on lies and turned upside down by people who she never thought she would see again, or for the first time... ~ The final book of Gone Girl! Please first read Gone Girl and Gone Girl 2. Started: April 4, 2022 tw: sexual assault, suicide, alcohol & drug abuse, violence, eating disorder, James Carson, mature language, detailed sex, death, PTSD