Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts...
Phil's family needed the money, Dan's family could spare the money. WARNINGS - swearing - smut (later on in the story) - self injury - mental disorders I'm sorry to have so many warnings, and I am in no way forcing Phan or promoting mental illnesses. Stay safe and enjoy.
first you inspect me, then you dissect me then you reject me. i wait for the day that you'll resurrect me.
Dan is sick and Phil is suffering - so what the hell are they supposed to do now?
Dan Howell and Phil Lester go to the same high school. Phil thinks Dan is just the weird loner kid. When he starts a conversation with him one day he learns there is more to Dan than he thought.