Yes I am depressed, anorexic, and have anxiety. Yes I am suicidal sometimes but, listen I know these might suck but these are poems about how I feel and you might just relate to some of them...

these are all short little stories that I wrote when I was bored. most of these are sad and depressing.

su·i·cide; ˈso͞oiˌsīd/ [noun] 1. the action of killing oneself intentionally. 2. intentionally kill oneself. a story of a senior high school student faking her own death to reach out to other students. © 2014 by pariahs. All Rights Reserved cover by: -polaroids- Other # 23 / Teen Fiction # 107

Emily tried to kill her self, but failed. She now has to spend time in the looney place for three days. She isn't very happy about it, but hey, it's her fault right? All she wants is out of this 'hellhole.' And soon.

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Natalie is a teen who as been thinking about suicide. She has no friends, her mum is dead, her dad is a drunk and the girls at school bully her. The one person how cares is a teacher called Miss Blackly. But one day something went to far and it was the end for Natalie.

Her mother is embarrassed of her. Her father doesn't care about her. The rest of her family thinks she's a bad influence on the little ones. Society thinks she's a freak. She gets bullied at school for what she wears and listening to the wrong kind of music. Out of all this her best friend still thinks she's perfect, inside and out. She wants to get away from all the judgmental eyes and she's knows the perfect way. Suicide. She'll never commit it and leave him to defend for himself even though he says he'll be fine. But once she gets pushed over the edge, she goes as far as faking her suicide, with the help of her best friend. Jess and Ronnie have finally escaped judgmental Ohio and eloped to Rhode Island. What will they discover with their new found freedom? *Revising* DO NOT READ THIS OMG THIS IS THE MOST DISGUSTING WRITING I HAVE EVER DONE YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED