This story is about a young girl named Kit discovering just how cruel the outside world can be. She battles with her mind and the media, uncovering the lies and discovering the truths. With a little help from her friends and family she learns to love others and most importantly, love herself.

I looked down at my hands, which were the color red. My favorite color. It showed me I was doing it right. I looked as it fell down on to my thighs, which were also now bleeding. Everything happening know makes me forgot everything that has happened today. And yesterday. And the years far before. My whole life has been an endless rotation of unhappiness and there is nothing I can do about it. No one can help me. Or can someone help me?

Sometimes, I'm not always sure what to do. I feel like I'm always wrong, like I'm never good enough. I'm invisible and it's as if I don't exist. If I really didn't exist, I don't think anyone would care. I'm all alone in this great big world, I'm lost. Maddie has never been good enough for anyone. Her perfect sister, Megan, always manages to outshine her. Her father never pays attention to her, because he's always worried about Megan. Every Tuesday and Thursday, Maddie goes to group therapy, where she shares her feelings. Every week it's the same thing, until Maddie gets a new lab partner: Zach Williams, every girl's dream date. WARNING: I wrote this book when I was really, really young. It is very poorly written and has a TON of grammatical errors. I'm working on editing/rewriting this.