"Louis, no. None of those things i said were true, okay? None. I want you here Louis. Niall. Zayn, and Liam want you here. Your family wants you here. Your millions of fans want you here." "...But maybe I don't want to be here." (Larry fanfiction, written in 2014, updated in 2016)

a collection of poems I wrote while going through the worst of my anorexia. If any of these sound familiar you might have read one on tumblr which i posted about two years ago, and then other people also put those on IG. All the poems belong to me, and I'm in the process of getting them copy-writed so seriously don't steal without credit The cover pic is of me IG: @jewel.amarie

*MAY BE TRIGGERING* Ashely Thaum has always been the 'Chubby' one, ever since elementary when she just happened to be a few pounds heavier then the other kids. Her twin sisters seem to always be the preferred daughters. On Ashely's 14th birthday she took a wish of becoming skinny, but dreams only come true with hard work. 3 years later and hours of relentless effort, she weighs a messily 98 pounds and is underweight. She doesn't see it though, She is still 'chubby' but in her head... 2nd book in The Gone Un-Noticed Series

"You look dead." I'm not dead. I'm still alive. Don't look at me. I'm ugly. I need to be perfect. Absolutely perfect.

The truth about anorexia. Don't let anyone glamorize it for something its not. If you are lucky enough to not have an eating disorder, then don't wish for one.

"You have the whole fucking world. What more could you want?" short story. warnings: swearing, anorexia.

THIS IS MY STORY BUT I CHANGED THE END Emma was a 12 year old girl. She wasn't pretty, she wasn't ugly. Just normal. She wasn't fat. She was skinny, a little underweight even. She never had problems with her weight until one day when it all changed. She started starving herself. How far will she go to be skinny? P.S. this is in the perspective of Ana (anorexia)