[Complete] There's a thin line between pretend and reality, there's a thin line between love and hate. How did we ever manage to break them both? ❁ Warning: This story contains strong scenes of drug abuse, bad words, and you may need a box of tissues. Or twenty. Cover by - moonxriver

"How do you feel about being Niall horans girlfriend for a while?" (Yes the first ten chapters are shitty, my writing has progressed so much whilst writing this book!' Make sure to follow and read my other books :)

Imagine being best friends with a member of one of the biggest boy bands of today's generation. Sounds special, doesn't it? Paisely, a young 18 year old lady living in London has not only been best friends with Louis Tomlinson since the ninth grade, but in love. This may seem like a regular romance fairytale, but Paisely's story has a dark twist. Paisely's story includes the fabulous boys of One Direction, the beautiful city of London, herself.. and a razor. As Paisely battles with self harming and extreme anxiety, One Direction is ever growing, leading to a brand new album, world wide tours, and plenty of absences from Louis. Can Louis save Paisely in the little time he is given from One Direction before she ends it all?