Patrick, when you pass out because of reaching your goal, (now you have that beautiful body you have always wanted) just shrug it off and say im fine, nobody will notice. You can go another day without eating, what's another day of living off of green tea and sucking on 0 calorie mints? You need to. Just another mile, ignore the burning pain in your chest and your asthma kicking in, just keep running. You need it. Just pop a few more pills before the show, got to keep your energy up and you wouldn't want anyone to find out about your habits when you pass out and get rushed to the hospital. You need the drugs. Cut a bit deeper, just a quick motion of your hand up your wrist and if you're lucky you might bleed out. If not don't worry, you deserve this pain. You need it. A story about Patricks bad self esteem and troubled thoughts. © yourformerlover 2016

Hipbones. Thigh gaps. The things girls today are obsessed with. And will do anything to have. *Trigger Warnings: bulimia, anorexia. Please read with caution*

Patrick was always heavy, even as a small child. He loved food and everything that went with it. Love, celebrations, you name it. Touring with Fall Out Boy had been a dream come true for him, but it has it's downsides, such as, no personal space, limited bathroom time and too much food, all of the time. So even when He tried to loose weight, something was always there taunting him. When some of his fans start to notice his weight gain, he started working out, but the comments didn't stop. What will happen when Patrick lets everyone's comments get the better of him. He's decided, he's losing weight, and he's losing it now. For the band, for his fans and for himself. "I really needed to lose weight this time, not just for them, but myself as well" -Patrick Stump TW for anorexia, bulimia and other eating disorder related subjects. TW for depression yet it's limited and brief. If you do not agree with homosexuality, do not read this. This has awful grammar, please excuse this, I wrote it for fun, not for anything serious. I hope you enjoy and if you're interested keep reading.

TW FOR ANOREXIA, BULIMIA, AND DEPRESSION. An AU fanfiction where Gerard continues with art school and the band never exists. What will happen when Josh Ramsay and Gerard meet? Gerard way struggles to find the meaning of himself while on his own and falls into a pit of depression, insomnia and eating disorders. Will Gerard find out who he truly is, or will he always be living as someone else? I guess you'll have to find out. Low-key boyxboy.