"i could pull the stars down from the sky and give them to you, and you would still find a reason to say no, wouldn't you, gemma? you would still fucking go choose him." i felt like the world was crashing down on me. the one person i was completely confident in, the one person who i thought i knew like i knew myself is mad at me. and it was all my fault. "shawn, i -" "save it, gem," he said. "don't call me when he breaks your heart again." + + + - loosely based off of heartbreak girl by 5sos & treat you better by shawn mendes - started: 02/16/18 completed: lol we'll see

"Falling for you is dangerous. I can't control my own emotions, my own movements when I'm with you. If I fall in love, you know what will happen next between us. The fall," I said. There was silence between us for a few moments, and my heart pounded as I waited for his response. "What's the fall, Margot?" he asked. I swallowed, breathing in. "Our fall from grace, Shawn. The falling out between us. The fall," I explained. "Why must there be a fall, Margot? What if you fall in love and I fall in love and that's that? Why can't we be forever?" he asked, the hurt obvious in his eyes. The way he looked at me made me feel guilty. I shook my head. "I can't fall, Shawn. I really can't." He sighed, running his fingers through his hair before looking at me again, right into my eyes. "But I already have, Margot Kate. I already have." --- ‼️OFFICIALLY COMPLETED!!!!