it's hard to remember when it all started.. i don't really know what's going to happen next.. these dreams are so twisted.. then it turned out to be all connected.. * * * * * * hello my dear readers! posting this is a real challenge for me since i am also not totally sure about the torture it might bring my heart. i am having very short dreams recently and as much as i'd like to tell you about it - i am also on a struggle of fixing the puzzle pieces of the consistent scenes that i am seeing on every nap that i am taking.. i don't know the beginning and i am also not aware on how it is going to end, i am just hoping that i can also take you where i am right now and what my heart is currently dealing with.. let me know about your thoughts :) i'll be happy to discuss with you too.. haha

Kahel never anticipated her older brother's untimely death. He betrayed his sister for not letting her know about his terminal condition. She was so devastated to the point that she can no longer think of pronouncing the word "Oppa" again to address someone. Her older brother was naturally loving and playful. He already predicted her probable reaction upon his sudden absence in her life. He left Kahel with a gift inside a Pandora's box to somehow serve as his last remembrance. The keys were handled by six permanent substitutes who were living at his older brother's dorm and will eventually become her dorm mates as she tries to unlock the chest. "Each of them has a riddle for you to answer. They will ask you when they think that you are ready but keep it in mind that it will only happen once. A key will be given to you in every correct answer together with an extra item too. Exciting isn't it?" P.S. The box has 6 locks sooo you won't be able to open it if you miss one key XD

This 17 chapter fan fiction novel is a gift to all the SHINHWA CHANGJOs all over the world who loved SHINHWA unconditionally with all their hearts. SHINHWA's 17th anniversary marks a start of a new beginning for all of us to continually look forward and be inspired with their everlasting friendship. To our beloved oppadeul; Eric, Minwoo, Dongwan, Hyesung, Junjin and Andy thank you for all the hard work and memories that you unceasingly shared with us. Words cannot even describe how much we appreciate it. To my Orange Sisters - psychedlove, luveiei , ichashinhwa, ployshinhwa, hearts-shinhwa, phi06, innasalvatore, malpabo, mysunshine21 , andymycutesuperman​, monica050992 , tambling-tambling and miumun- thank you for inspiring me to create something as much as this to spread the orange love. Shinshinhye, collaborating with you made this more meaningful for me. Thank you for sharing your skills and time for the cover art of this mini project ~ ♥ ps. I finished this originally last December 2014 and was able to upload draft mode on different websites last March 2015. The draft mode was really crazy because I just wrote it for 2 weeks in between my non-sleeping/non-working hours. Today, I tried to do my best to proof-read so that readers will have less eye-bleed. Thank you for your time in reading. Tumblr: miclargeone.tumblr.com Twitter: twitter.com/miclargeone WordPress: costofitsworth.wordpress.com