Kellin Quinn attends a college just far away from home to escape the grasp his step father has on him. He befriends his new roommate, Vic Fuentes, a hand washing enthusiast that is stuck on trying to remember his own past. When Kellin decides to help him recover his forgotten childhood they stumble together into a turmoil of unexpected memories and events they never imagined. Will Kellin overcome his own past to let Vic in? Will Vic overcome his fear of being too close?

Kellin Quinn, a young, yet experienced therapist has a habit of getting too involved in his clients situations. So when Vic Fuentes, a troubled college drop out, starts therapy to get some professional advice, Will Kellin go too far to solve Vic's problems? Will the relationship between the two become a little more than professional? (Trigger warnings will be listed on the introductory chapter)

One minute - that's all it takes for me to fall in love with the dusty blonde haired stranger and for Alex to be certain with the identity of his next victim - me. And there I was; drugged, tied to a mattress, raped, attacked and yet I felt guilty. It was my fault Alex was like this. I wasn't complying. I'd messed up his life and I need to feel sorry for him; he knows what's right and that's that I deserve this. I deserve this all.

'The painless killing of a patient suffering from an incurable and painful disease or in an irreversible coma.' Euthanasia. This disease was my life. I want to die, I want to die. I wanted to bleed out right in that bathroom, but he had to stop me; why does he even care? Why would Vic Fuentes, the perfect senior care enough to stop me dying. That's never enough of course, so can he really stop me wanting to die?

"Sometimes people just can't be helped, some of us are meant to die, drop it" Jack spat at me, I flinched at his words but my determination was stronger. I can and I will help him, without help he will never get out of here.. *** After Alex Gaskarth was hospitalized for his third suicide attempt this year his parents decided that it would be best for him to spend some time in the Teen Psychiatric ward of Valley Springs Hospital. There he has to share a room with Jack Barakat, who was possibly the worst person to room with due to his attitude, but when Alex discovers more about Jack and why he was there he begins to feel different towards the boy he was told to stay away from. Will Jack accept Alex's help and encouragement? Or will he shut himself away from Alex and refuse anything to do with him? Is what Alex feels towards Jack more than just the need to help him? (Trigger Warnings will be listed on the first chapter)