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#18 in poetry (04/04/2016) 'I keep telling myself; you're okay you'll get through this things get better when i know deep down im broken. ' a collection of poems and quotes I write when I'm well, depressed.

[#2 in my series of sad things] Filled with sad sayings and quotes. Warning: you'll probably feel sad. Read at your own risk ☻ *None of these quotes/sayings are mine unless stated otherwise* As I've already mentioned above and in the description of 'Sadness', none of the quotes/sayings are mine unless stated otherwise. People tell me that they love my poems and quotes and they think that I've written them but I've already clearly stated that they are not mine unless stated otherwise. I don't want to be praised for other people's work. I started Sadness as a fun book so I could go to it whenever i needed sad things. It would be quick and easy to access them because they would all be in one place. I know this will not be as successful as my previous book but since there is no more space in it, I've decided to make a second one. :)

"drinking cough syrup when you didn't have a cough was ironic, because in reality, you were sicker than you thought." a book of poetry, phrases, paeans, and prose that seem to capture the essence of what life has shown me. [you b r o k e me, life. but now I am indestructible] [my words are all I have. please do not take them from me. ©]

love might not be enough to conquer everything life throws at you cover by @slothtato

3 P.M. - I loved her. She loved me. I fell harder and harder every day, and I knew it was dangerous. She was dangerous. Her kiss began to taste like vodka even when she hadn't been drinking and her nails dug into my skin like razors, but I loved her. 11 P.M. - The flick of a lighter. I saw the flame in her emerald eyes as they both burned. She took a hit and handed it to me. It touched my lips and tasted like her. I felt the chemicals in my lungs. Everything was spinning, but I still loved her. Midnight - The flash of lights. They blinded me. I couldn't find my shirt. My skin was still glistening with the trail from her tongue. Gunshots. One. Two. Three. Glass shattered. Handcuffs. White walls. Caught. I still loved her. I always would. WARNING: This story is Rated R for drugs, sexual content, and language. Reader discretion is advised. DISCLAIMER: All content is original. Please refrain from commenting the names of and comparing other fan fictions throughout the story, as any similarities between stories are purely coincidental or based off of real-life Camren moments.

"Her eyes screamed danger, but her touch screamed love."

When Lauren's family moves a thousand miles away after an incident, she meets a brown eyed brunette with no desire to live. *Cover is not mine.

Lauren & Camila, struggling with their sex life in their marriage, offer to be test subjects for a therapist's new book 30 Ways in 30 Days. 5HFanfiction

It's been a year since Lauren decided to break out from Fifth Harmony to start her own band, and Camila still hasn't forgiven her for leaving them, and for leaving her. After a brief encounter at an award show, their lives come crashing back together. Angst, Drama, Humour, Romance, and everything else in between. ----- S/O to SLOTHTATO for the awesome Cover!