my hands write down words my brain can't contain anymore. [highest rankings omfg: #75 in poetry / #358 in random]

today, i saw blue. i woke up in the morning and looked in the mirror, and and there it was in my eyes, i saw blue. i could see the reflection of the pain stuck in my eyes, and the blue of my heart. i got up and went outside, and there is was again. i saw blue. it was like a blanket covering the sky, I walked down the street and i saw people wore blue, like many so was I but my blue was worn in the inside keeping me a secret from everyone else. hiding behind a smile that told a story of the blue in my heart. maybe it was my blood or my blood contaminated by the blue, but at some point there was no other colour my eyes could see. i saw the BLUE, and it got stuck to my soul like glue, every scar, every wound, they all bled, and they all bled blue. sad but true, the blue follows me everywhere that i go.

messy thoughts from a messy girl