I'm that girl that no one seems to be interested in. The one that's always getting picked on for no reason. I'm that girl who tries to have a perfect life but yet can't manage to. I'm that girl that tries to make friends but somehow make enemies. I'm that girl that has to take actions against myself just to feel something other than my emotions. I'm that girl who loves music and wants to make a career out of it, but not comfortable enough to try. When are they going to start to notice that I'm not okay? Do they know i cut? Do they even know I exist? Do I even exist? When am I going to get better? Is anyone ever going to help me? Is anyone ever going to save me?

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Sometimes, I'm not always sure what to do. I feel like I'm always wrong, like I'm never good enough. I'm invisible and it's as if I don't exist. If I really didn't exist, I don't think anyone would care. I'm all alone in this great big world, I'm lost. Maddie has never been good enough for anyone. Her perfect sister, Megan, always manages to outshine her. Her father never pays attention to her, because he's always worried about Megan. Every Tuesday and Thursday, Maddie goes to group therapy, where she shares her feelings. Every week it's the same thing, until Maddie gets a new lab partner: Zach Williams, every girl's dream date. WARNING: I wrote this book when I was really, really young. It is very poorly written and has a TON of grammatical errors. I'm working on editing/rewriting this.

it always begins somewhere. Nova Dillon one day moves to a small town in Chicago with her single mother, and her younger brother Calen. She ends up attending Arlington Hills High School, were most of the teens are druggies, and- whatever else you could think of. She one day bumps into a guy named Cole Sprouse who instantly has feelings for, and happens to be her Neighbor. What will happen once the two take a step above friendship. A new chapter will be updated each day. If not, once every two days.

So, here's my side B.

"You sure you wanna do this?" "Yes daddy" *A/N* I'm sorry this is dumb and unrealistic. I didn't know a lot about, ahem, sex, when I wrote this. Naive little me.

Sometimes You Fall In Love With The Wrong Person

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