Why? Why did he have to fall in love with the young boy he called master? He was a servant, and his lover a young boy who ruled the 'underworld'. What will happen when Sebastian wakes up to no body next to him? What happens when he finds out that his lover is in the care of his brother Claude?

A Black Butler/Kuroshitsuji fanfic. Set after the events of Book Of Circus. Ciel has loved Sebastian since he was twelve, but confessing wasn't easy. When Elizabeth divorced Ciel because she knew he wasn't happy, Ciel felt more courage well up inside of him. He had to get Sebastian alone, which was always easy, but he also had to make sure Mey-Rin, Bardroy and Finnian wouldn't interrupt and find out the truth. Now being a demon, Ciel didn't have to worry about dying, so he had all the time he needed to confess. But, after he confessed he was order by Queen Victoria to marry her, and his feelings became meaningless. Would Ciel get to stay with the man he loved, or would he have to obey the queen like a good little guard dog? Yaoi, maybe lemons. But that would be my first lemon ever so don't judge me *^*

The Earl Phantomhive, otherwise know as Ciel, has a sudden feeling wash over him whenever Sebastian, his demon butler, approaches. He had never felt this way before. Did he have feelings for his butler? Did Sebastian even feel the same way?! Will Ciel be able to fight the urges...? WARNING: Yaoi (boyxboy)~~ you have been warned >•<

You know how in every cliché chick flick there's always that scene where the girl looks across the crowded room and her eyes magically connect with a devastatingly handsome male's - with multiple people in between the two, mind you - and it's as if time stands still? Like it's just them in the world as everything around the pair blurs and they only see each other? Yes, well, Ciel never thought things like that happened in real life, and if they did then they sure as heck wouldn't happen to him. That it's all just made up and love - lust? - at first sight does not exist. Lucky for him though, he couldn't be more wrong.

Young Ciel Phantomhive has found himself falling in love with his butler, Sebastian Michaelis. Sebastian feels the same way and confesses his feelings for Ciel after he has reoccurring nightmares. One morning, Sebastian wakes up to find a note on Ciel's bed. He was kidnapped, normally Sebastian would be calm in a situation like this, but having feelings for the young boy made him fret. A few days after this tragic event, the same kidnapper sets fire to the Phantomhive Manour.