THIS STORY HAS BEEN DISCONTINUED!! "mrs. howell, your son was born..." the doctor, dr. madison, takes a deep breath. "perfectly healthy. you've given birth to a god." - in which being born with a disease or condition is normal, and those born healthy are declared gods. //phan + a bit of kickthestickz //lowercase intended //angst + fluff

Brendon Urie's world was shattered faster than a bullet leaves a gun, leaving him is fragile pieces all over the floor. He hasn't talked or eaten properly for a few days, and his friends are starting to worry.

Dan Howell is your stereotypical popular kid. Phil Lester struggles with depression and lives in an abusive home. When the two meet, Dan assumes Phil is just another kid for him to pick on. It turns out to be a bit more complicated than that. Will Dan and Phil be able to help each other get through their hardships, or are some people just too far gone to fix? - TW: Self harm, suicidal thoughts and/or actions, homophobia, car crash, death, abuse (message me if you need clarification) - Started: 12/26/15 Completed: 6/28/17

Sad shit I come up with. (Mostly oneshots.) Hindsight 2021: Some really messed up shit. 14-15 y/o me projecting my issues onto fictional versions of Dan Howell and Phil Lester. I hope they never saw these. Good stories still, kind of, but read with caution. Triggerwarnings have been added.