they weren't in love. they were addicted. - - - - *warning* boyxboy. smut [like a lot]. abuse. angst. - - - - released: 07•25•2017 completed: 07•31•2017

Jinyoung was a white canvas. It was empty, monotonous, and lonely. Nothing could make him see the beauty of colors. He was born that way, and he would forever be. Or so he thought, until Jaebum came into his life and painted a rainbow with his colors.

I am a child of god - Highest ranks: #1 - yugbam 8/11/18 and 11/10/19 #1- MarkBam 10/13/18 #3- KimYugyeom 1/02/19 #3- BamBam 03/04/19

his nightmares give him an extra excuse to cuddle with his best friend at night that he may have a deep love for

It's a rainy Tuesday. Jinyoung sits alone in a Starbucks lifelessly sipping on the remnants of a cold latte staring out of the large front window. Droplets race down the glass, colliding with each other and hurrying to the bottom. It's almost ironic; as the rain falls in eager droplets, so does a single tear from Jinyoung's eyes. It's been three days since they've talked. Sure, they may have broken up, but you would expect a three year relationship to amount to more than just "goodbye." He looks down at his iPhone, scrolls aimlessly for a moment before shoving it back into his pocket. Don't do it. You'll regret it. He can't tell you anything he hasn't already said. It'll only hurt more. All of these uninvited thoughts coarse through Jinyoung, stinging his already broken heart. It's one thing to be physically apart from someone, but it's a whole different story when you're emotional detached from them too - or at least trying to be. You can love somebody so much... But you can never love someone as much as you can miss them. Fuck, he missed Jaebum. As the rain continues to drum away at the window, Jinyoung feels a surge of inhibition wash away from his mind; he has to do it. He has to hear his voice. Touch him. Be in the same space as him. He needs to.

They said, he was destined to be the first one who will live a twin life. To live as two beings, and to also unite two complete opposite realms, into one harmonious world. ---------------------- Started: 10/Feb/2018 Completed: 2/Nov/2018 Warning: Boy x Boy Swearing Blood Mature Have fun reading Highest Rankings: #1 in markson #1 in vampireau #2 in 2jae #3 in jaebum #5 in highschoolau

[COMPLETED] "So close yet so far, I have him at the tip of my fingertips but he's still out of reach" "I see everyday, I want him, he is mine, no one will have him but me" Anger issues/Stalker AU Violence warning Fluff and maybe smut JJP with Markson This book can be considered a little disturbing so read at your own risk

They knew each other in two different circumstances but they didn't put 2 and 2 together. Basketball player JB Outstanding student Jinyoung As soon as they put their masks on, it's another world they don't know each other in Smut, angst, fluff JJP chapter book

[COMPLETED] A robbery can happen to any apartment but can this particular robbery happen to just anyone or is Youngjae just lucky? Oneshot Youngjae x Jaebum Fluff and (attempt at) humour