Monophobia. the fear of being alone. Harry was cursed with this and was truly terrified of being left and being alone. But he also had the problem of being in love with his best friend. Yet the fear of Louis leaving him because of his feelings kept him quiet. Then he found Andy. And everything was perfect. At first. But Andy turned on him. He was no longer the sweet caring man he met. But once again, fear kept him from leaving the abusive relationship. Fear ruined his life. But what happens when a friend of his shows him what it's like to live without fear. Will he confess his love for his band mate? Or is he doomed to be alone?

❝one day, your going to be the man i marry.❞ ❝keep telling yourself that malik. keep telling yourself.❞ little did harry know, it happened.

Zayn Malik was always different compared to the other children as he grew up. He was never understood, and in turn never understood the others, so he lived in his dream world of doodles, colours and drawings. He finally reaches out to the tall, curly haired Harry Styles, but how will the popular Harry react to the quiet boy who everyone thought was mute? Zayn has so many more problems then Harry could ever understand, but how can Harry try to help the brown-eyed boy, when he barely speaks a word? [A Zarry Stylik Fanfiction that contains triggers of abuse and bullying.]