My breath comes out in Rasps, my throat dysfunctional. Blood seeping out of the side wound. My head spins. I fall back my eyes closing. My heart beat slows and slows until it is only a dull thud, its dying. I’m dying. But I’m not afraid because I know, I know when my body shuts down, when I fade away, I won’t be completely gone. I’ll wake up , I’ll come back. Because no matter what happens I’ll never get to die, Never experience that bliss feeling of shutting off. Because when everything is dead , when everything crumbles away and the earth is empty. I’ll be standing here, alone. I’m still here.I’ll always be here. Gemma has Died four times. She has a rare gift , she can bring herself back from the dead. Every time she dies , she wakes up a year later in a disclosed location. A family is always there to bring her into their lives, she is an orphan with a very troubled past. When she dies the fourth time and meets her new family and a very troubled Ty. What Gemma finds in a desk drawer changes her whole life and in almost an instant and she is sent into a journey of danger and surprises. But what happens when Gemma is left making the ultimate choice. Can she keep the people she loves safe? , or will Gemma be left in the dark, slipping into death and not resurfacing.