I moaned from the tapping sun-light against my face, wondered how long I'd been sleeping. I blinked, shut my eyes, and caught a glimpse of some one in my bed. Why is my head pounding? What happened?! Where is my car? Where are I, and oh my god who, or what is laying next to me?! Where are my damn keys!? I think I'm about to puke...

As I looked back to see Edward staring at me. I walked closer knowing what I had to do. This would be heartbreaking. But I had to do it. For his reputation. When I reached Edward my palms started to get sweaty. "Mae...I called you here because I love you, A boy like me falling for a girl like you. My body is filled with tattoo's and piercing's, while your petite, gentle body is ink-less and pierce-less. I've had a rough past, I'm not saying your's is rough too. You had to work double just to pay for your clothes. You have it much ea-" I cut off Edward. I know this would be the last time I would feel his lips against mine's. Before I knew it, it was over. We were not staring into eachother's eyes. "Edward I can't do this...." I looked down and started to find the floor of the eiffel tower interesting. "Mae...What do you mean..you can't do this?" "I can't do it. We don't deserve eachother. We both are different people. You deserve someone who is your type. I'm not your type." "But...Mae..We were meant for eachother." "No Edward we arent. That's why we are such different people." I look at Edward. He was avoiding my eye contact. He was looking everywhere else except me. I shifted closer and lifted Edward's face to mine. "Someday, our paths will cross and as our eyes meet, our hearts will too. And when that day comes, I swear I will never let you go, ever again." "This is the day Mae. You just can't let everything go. Not now. After everything we've been through." "I'm so sorry Edward." As you turned around and started to walk away. The wind started to blow and your safari tail dress started to flow with the wind. As you looked back Edward was no where to be seen. He left. You weren't look where you were stepping and as you tripped you closed your eyes knowing this was your last moment. As you fell you grabbed a pole. You heard someone scream and that was it. You resented what you just did.

This heartbreak was different from other's it wasn't just emotional, it was also physical too. This one felt as if someone dropped something heavy on my chest, and it's just hurting. I have these sudden pangs in my chest, a heavy head, and extreme nausea, tingling arms, a swooping sensation in the pit of my stomach and a feeling that everything's slowed down, as if I'm not even alive. I sighed and plopped down into my bed face down. I rolled over slowly, and heard a knock on my door. "Avery babe, it's time for dinner" My mom said, as I made eye contact with her. I twisted up my mouth, and placed my hands on my stomach, closed my eyes. "Period hun?" I groaned, and looked at my mom. "You can stay in your room for the next few days if you want too" My mom said. I nodded and heard the door click. "Finally some alone time" I grumbled into the pillow. I couldn't go outside and just see everyone happy, and then there's me. Heartbroken, and decieved. It was to much at the moment.

Shania was right.. I was changing, and I didn't even know it myself. Oh god why did I left her go? I noticed things just seem "off" or "wrong", I never felt hopeful or happy about anything in my life, I was becoming depressed, and why? I don't know. I noticed I've been crying for no apparent reasons,I find it a struggle to carry on a normal conversation, and I'm having troubles making simple ass decisions. Oh this is killing me, why couldn't I notice this earlier? We've broken up not to long ago, and it's all my fault. How can I just let her go so easily?!

An itch between your shoulders. You feel to turn around because in the back of my mind you can sense someone watching you from afar. You looked around to find absolutely no one watching you. Your eyes were drawn to one spot, in the corner of the bar. Which is filled with the popular and good looking people. You see nothing ,but you know that you can feel someone watching you from afar. Rationally speaking, you have no proof that anyone in that corner is watching you, but you KNOW that there is someone watching you. You peer into the corner and when you see Harry appear in your line of sight, he seems surprised that you detected him. But,how could you not know? You felt him. You gave Harry a disgusted look, and ran out of the bar. You continued to run for what seemed like longer than it should have taken to get back to the parking lot but you figured it was because you wanted to get back fast. You stopped in front of your car,heavily breathing. As the rain continued to pour down heavily.You leaned against your car looking at the distinct bar, seeing Harry's figure appear. You got up and ran down a alley which was pitch black, and you could hear a few voices coming from it. You ignored it and ran down the alley. You heard the voices hush, and heard Harry running after you. Two tall men stepped in front of you, with their arms crossed. "Look what we got here, Jim"