**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each other better and discover things about themselves they never guessed.

Dan and Phil have been living in their new float for two weeks. On morning she Phil wakes up he realizes something that he hasn't before, Dan's ribs were sticking out extremely far. Rated R for selfharm, suicide, depression, eating disorders, sex and drug use.

One day when Dan misses his train, he comes home to find Phil talking on the phone. He soon finds out that Phil has a huge secret that he's been hiding all this time. Triggers: boyxboy obviously. I can't say anything else because it'll give the secret away ;) Author note: -

(This is basically my first ever phanfic, I don't know if it's any good but I hope you enjoy it either way)

Phan fiction. *trigger warning* there will be talk of cutting in this story. And smut too....

Love becomes a little more complicated for Dan Howell and Phil Lester as they battle crazy girlfriends, depression, multiple near death experiences and supernatural encounters. Just how much can these guys take before their relationship starts to crack?

When Daniel Howell and his friend Phil Lester travel through a trainer infested cave in order to reach Lavender Town, Phil not only has to overcome his fear of caves, but Dan might have to face the daunting truth that could tear his friendship apart. Inspired by AmazingPhil's and Danisnotonfire's amazing friendship and love for Pokemon, the lovely piece of Phan fiction will surely bring a smile to any Pokemon lover, Danosaur, or Phillion.