He lit his cigarette, I lit nothing. He drank alcohol, I drank water. He smirked, I smiled. He didn't love me, I didn't love him. He and I together wouldn't last a day. And then the game started... He said he found me intriguing, unique, and interesting because I didn't swoon over him. "You and me Grey, let's play a game. We'll date and in three months time I promise you will fall for me. When you fall in love with me between that time span, I win. If in any way you were to win I'll give up all the alcohol, cigarettes, and player ways." It was a game I wasn't willing to lose, but all games had accidents and consequences. It takes a broken heart to know how to break a heart.

I felt the blood run down my wrist as she squeezed my forearm. I winced and heard her laugh. "What are you going to do about it Emo Girl?" ----------------------- No one ever called her by her real name, if they even knew it. Ryder is always the target for abuse in her school. But with only 3 months left can she hang on, or is something bigger happening? --------------------- 'I love the way we can relate to her' @Loriannewillard12 'Your book is amazing I love reading it!!!' @ashleytottenham 'Update! pls this is my drug' @TheJillgirl03 'Ahh you need to update!! I love it!' @GreendaywishPj This story is currently unedited and discontinued. RANKED: #2 in 'emolove' (05/2018) RANKED: #1 in 'emolove' (06/2018) Cover image is of me and by me.

❮ The boy who was lost in his thoughts and the girl who didn't know who she was. ❯ ...... It's a sad realisation: the moment that you realise that you've only got a few years left to be a kid. How you spend that time is up to you, but make it count. Make it worth it. Lola is a young, purple-haired sarcastic who is known for her seriousness. She drinks and smokes like most of her friends, and she lives in a dark basement apartment smothered in posters. She also self harms and is getting skinnier and skinnier. When her best friend Finn's parents move to Australia, he and his younger brother Ross move in to Lola's apartment, breaking her isolated bliss. How will they cope when Ross finds himself in love with a girl four years his senior? How will they cope when Finn finds himself lonely and depressed? How will they cope when Lola finds herself overwhelmed with cutting? Will friendship pull through, or will these lost teenagers give up and stay unhappy? Is friendship enough? Or do things sometimes call for a drastic change and some secret romance?