catfish : someone who pretends to be someone they're not on the internet • all images/gifs are from tumblr, they are NOT mine unless i say so!!!! • you can check out some translations in my "catfish translations" reading list :-) • (highest rank: #1 in fanfiction) (@emcartwright took the picture I used as the cover so creds to her!) ❤️

❝ when did you lose your happiness? ❞ contains some trigger warnings// cutting, suicidal thoughts, depression, sad quotes and stuff. lower case title intended ALL RIGHTS RESERVED TO @oblivionmikey please don't steal my idea. I indeed know that this is based off of a song, but please don't use my plot or anything, I work very hard on this & would appreciate it if you could just read and don't steal.

"So this is how I die? stabbed by someone who you are meant to be able to trust the most. As I lay here dying, with him laughing in the background , all I can think is why me? Why was I the one to suffer all this pain, all this disloyalty. If only I stayed to listen to him, I would not be here. For Alicia Perry life was anything but a picnic. Her life was the stuff of nightmares. The only light in her life being Niall Horan (her best friend/ bully). Can he save her though? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fZcYXYEPFbU&feature=youtu.be

Tessa Young is an 18 year old college student with a simple life, excellent grades, and a sweet boyfriend. She always has things planned out ahead of time, until she meets a rude boy named Hardin, with too many tattoos and piercings who shatters her plans.

** SEQUEL TO BABYSITTING ONE DIRECTION ** Months have gone by and Niall and Tessa's relationship have gone perfectly, until sudden news occur, will they still stay together or will they break up? Will Niall still love Tessa after finding out these news? Will this dramatic nightmare shadow against Tessa's life forever? THIS IS BOOK 2 IN THE TRILOGY/SERIES/SEQUEL THING!

When Christina Greenwell reconnects with childhood best friend Niall Horan, she didn't expect 4 boys to be with him. Her life is flipped upside down when Harry Styles asks one simple thing of her; to be his 'fake' girlfriend. As their friendship grows, they realize how deep their true feelings run. What about the other girl? What about the rest of the guys? What about Christina when she finally voices her feelings? Sequel: Antidote ****In the middle of editing. Edited chapters have 'Edited --- 2025' at the bottom. I began writing this in 2012, so please keep that in mind. Lol #blackberry moments because iPhones weren't cool yet.

******READ A BIT OF MY LATEST CHAPTER TO SEE HOW MUCH MY WRITING HAS IMPROVED LIKE HONEST ITS SO CRINGEY I CANT****** Falling in love with your best friend seemed too cliche for my liking, so me and my best friend always knew we weren't going to do just that. However, life is so unexpected and before I knew it, I had a brain tumor, was stripped of my old life and given a new one. A life without my best friend, Niall Horan. I left the X Factor, where I had made it up to bootcamp, but it didn't matter. My dreams were crushed, there was no hope. I never did tell Niall, about my brain tumor and just cut contact with him. He didn't need to worry about me. What I didn't realize is that Faith also comes into play and well Faith does whatever the hell it wants. So next thing I know, here I am, reunited with my best friend. My brain tumor is gone, and I have my best friend back. It's times like these where I realize it's just a little too good to be true. And it is. Slowly, without even meaning to, I start falling for the boy who was none other then my best friend. Everyone knows falling in love with someone you simply cannot have is a nightmare, and I feel as though this nightmare will just never end.