"How will I know if he really loves me? I say a prayer with every heartbeat. Falling in love is so bittersweet, this love is strong why do I feel weak?" April has to face Jacksons feelings towards Lexie. When he goes away for the weekend, April sets out to find someone to make Jackson jealous. But the way he returns sends shock all throughout he hospital.

April moves back to Seattle from Ohio after 5 years. A lot of things have changed in her life. Settling back into her old home, and work place, with her co workers, including Jackson, is harder than she thought.

What if the plane crash didn't happen? What if it was just a dream that Lexie had after she admitted she loved Mark? What will happen between the two of them? Join them on a journey by reading. It's going to be one hell of a ride.

A Japril fanfic, starts from the merger. I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS. I LOVE JAPRIL!!

"It doesn't make any sense, why would he bring these two people together, make them fall in love, open up to one another, make them feel like they were meant to be together and then just pull them apart..." April said blankly. - AU: My take after 8x24. Please R&R. Thanks!