"Why do you keep popping up everywhere I go?" I snap at him, "are you following me or something?" "You know what sucks" he turns to me, ignoring my question. "Today's society?" I say in all seriousness but he laughs. "Yes, but also, it sucks that you can only ever see yourself twice. Seeing your reflection in the mirror and in pictures... You don't get to see how your eyes light up when you talk about something you love, especially when you talk about your books. You don't get to see how beautiful you look like when you really smile. I find it odd that, you've never actually seen yourself, or anyone has seen themselves for that matter, but that's why you have me right?" he places a cigarette between his teeth and smiles. "And why exactly do I 'have' you?" "To promise you that I will be here every day to show you."

Camila Cabello is a teenage girl, not the stereotypical type. She gets homeschooled and for that reason, she doesn't have many friends. Over the years, she becomes really close with her music tutor and he seems to be her only true friend since they are close in age. That tutors' name is Zayn, Zayn Malik. What if she wants to be closer than close friends? What if she falls in love along the way? The sad part is that the only thing she lets out those feelings into, is an old black journal that Zayn got for her years back. Will she change her mind about her feelings toward him? Will she go through a lot along the way that might make that happen? Teaser : I closed the book, I didn't know what to think, she has feelings for me....