Aubrey has always been the ultimate target for bullies at her school. All she wants is to be good enough for once in her life. What happens when she goes online and finds a website called 'the weight game' where it teaches people quick ways to shed weight? and she takes the tips that tell her to fast, and purge? Never put someone down, because it will never help you reach the top. And never call a person fat, because you never know what they will do in order to prove you wrong...........

I'm not an expert on writing stories so please don't judge.. I just wanted to share my story with others, and let people know what self harming really is like. For those who are battling the evil addiction too, you're not and never will be alone. Remember that.

You're in a relationship when things turn bad and you go back to self harming. Your friends start leaving you. The only person that cares is a handsome stranger.

"Y/N'' Draco's voice echoed bounced of the walls in the tower and hit you in the face, your pace instantly quickened. ''You better be good at hiding, because I am coming for you, and you're going to loose" "You see his bright white hair being swept away by the warm sunlight consuming all colours. The air from the vent is cold and sneaks up on you, sending goosbumps crawling across your skin" ''He gave you everything your soul hungered for, chaos, danger, violence and dominace." ''Tell me how good it feels. Tell me how it feels to loose'' ''Ask'' He said. His breath against your pulsating lips. His face was so close that if you puckered your lips you would touch his. ''I want to hear you say it'' He whispered and looked at your lips. ''I need to hear you beg for it''. ''Tell me what you want Y/N'' You stopped kissing him and opened your eyes to see him look at you with smug anticipation. You hated him trough your eyes but yearned for him in every single other way. You hated feeding in to his narcissisms and competetiveness. 'I want you to put a hand in my hair, and pull it every time you remember how much you hate me'' ''I want you to pleasure me in to submission''

I'm Heather Parks. I'm the weakest soul there ever was. I gave up. I lost hope. I killed myself... But every day since I killed myself, I've tried to Un-kill myself. Every day since I killed myself, I've asked myself: Why? Every day since I killed myself, I die once again because of what I've done. Every day since I killed myself, I think of what I've lost. Every day since I killed myself, I wish I hadn't done it... And compared to the pain I'm feeling right now, the pains I felt during my life were nothing. Nothing at all... PRAISE FOR 'SUICIDE': "The agony is so surreal, it broadens your horizons to feel deeper. The pain is alluring." - Mahwish.A.Aleem  "Reluctant to relinquish my love for such a story , i request all of the readers to cherish it and not treat it lightly" - Maheen Irfan "The intensity of the author's emotions has a certain depth which makes the reader reflect on the different aspects of their life." - Maheen Amir

***Please note that this book has been taken down because it's been published, and you can see only the sample chapters of the published version. You can find the links to both ebook and paperback in my profile bio. ------------- I have always been bullied and trapped in darkness. I hoped life would get better when I moved to my mother's hometown, but it only got worse because it was there that I met my unrequited crush, Hayden Black. He despised me from day one, and even more when I became best friends with his twin, Kayden. Kayden gave light to my life, but my happiness with him lasted only until one night two years ago. That night Kayden died because of me. Half of me died with him. The other half was left to bleed, suffering Hayden's and his friends' constant bullying. Now I must endure one more year before I can finally escape them and go to college. This year has to be different. Either I will become stronger, or they will finally break me into nothing. ----------- Highest rank in Romance: #1 on 10/28/2017 Bullied won the Best Romance and the Best Diverse Book award and the Bullied series won the Best Trilogy/Series award in The Fiction Awards 2018. --------- I wrote this novel for #NaNoWriMo2016 #NaNoWinner2016

Amanda was being bullied. She suffered from major depression. She only had a few friends. Her parents never cared for her and treat her like crap. It all took one bad day to end it all. So she texted her friends saying bye. She ended the text with "if your reading this its too late..."

Short story based upon my own experiences.