"i screamed, for whatever it's worth, 'i love you!' ain't that the worst thing you ever heard?" ☀︎ in which grace langley is desperate to leave her small hometown, and the game of PANIC might help her do just that. but in the process, she's at risk of falling; both to her death and in love. ☀︎ ray hall x fem!oc [Panic season 1] started: june 1st, 2021 ended: --- {slow updates!} disclaimer! i do not own any of the characters or plots from PANIC. i only own grace and her storyline. credits go to Amazon and show runner and author Lauren Oliver!

The world as we know it ended 209 years ago. From a desert wasteland springs a single kingdom, ruled by a tyrannical King and trapped in an endless war against the shadowy desert warriors. As a desperate bid to save what remains of humanity, society has been split into two distinct classes, nicknamed the Court and the Commons. For an oppressed population on the brink of revolution, a common thief could be the last hope. Up until now, Kay has survived by her wits alone. Reckless and impulsive, wanted by the King's guard, Kay has become known as the Runner. Using the city's rooftops as her personal domain, she manages to keep one step ahead of the King with one hand buried in the purses of the courtiers. Driven by the plight of the commoners and the unjust death of her family, Kay seizes the chance to graduate from small-time thievery to full-scale rebellion. Her opportunity comes in the form of Will, a wealthy ex-soldier with a dark past. Plucked from the streets and thrown into the shimmering palace court, Kay must use her every strength to blend into a world where she doesn't belong, closer to the enemy than she ever thought she would be.

Meredith is a strong, independent, but lonely girl. She never knew that one thing would change her entire life. She never the feeling of falling would go away with one boy. She never knew that the feeling of having no one would change with a group of seven people. Throughout Meredith's journey she discovered parts of her that she had no idea existed, she discovered who she is, she realized who she needed. Meredith went through many challenges to regain her control and will continue to do so.