{{ part two of psychedelia }} It's been two years since Dan moved out of the apartment to go to a rehabilitation centre, and in that space of time he's heard nothing from Phil. Not even a "hello." Dan's scared that Phil's moved on and forgotten about him, and since they both stopped vlogging Dan doesn't know what's happening in Phil's life. Is he still living in London? Has he moved back to Manchester? Is he even alive? So now that Dan is finally off his medication and he's completely clean, he should be happy again, right? Sometimes, the most painful thing is when the person who you share all of your best memories with becomes a slowly fading memory, and you can't do anything except watch and scream as the past disappears, almost like it never existed in the first place. And it fucking hurts. WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE, SEXUAL SITUATIONS, MENTIONS OF DRUGS, VIOLENCE, HIGH LEVELS OF ANGST, BULIMIA, AND THEMES OF SUICIDE. IT IS NOT SUITABLE FOR YOUNGER READERS.

Dan has given up on ever being happy. Life has lost its meaning, and everything he seems to do causes some form of destruction, and Dan is so tired of destroying the things he used to love. He's lost so much, and he's scared of losing Phil, the only thing he can bring himself to care about. But Dan can't see past his own depression that Phil is struggling with bulimia, and that he's equally good at hiding his dark thoughts as Dan. And as Dan walks through the streets alone at night getting high to escape from the hell he's trapped himself in, will he be able to see that maybe the happiness he craves so desperately is not on the streets in the form of white pills, but inside his own apartment in the form of Phil Lester? Or will it be too late... WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE, SEXUAL SITUATIONS, USE OF DRUGS, VIOLENCE, HIGH LEVELS OF ANGST, BULIMIA, AND THEMES OF SUICIDE. IT IS NOT SUITABLE FOR YOUNGER READERS.

I breathed out, letting the air fan over his earlobe. Then I seductively whispered, "Don't be a hypocrite. You already have enough bad qualities. Prick." {or the one where Dan's a billionaire and Phil's struggling to get by} STARTED - 10/06/16 COMPLETED - 11/12/16

"If you came here looking to lose your will to live, then you've found the right place." "It feels like home." //Phan

Two boys growing up together become best friends and develop feelings for each other over the years.

Book II - Chris and Clay start college together and their relationship is put to the test as many outside influences try to get between them.

A book of poems, quote, and sayings taken from books or written by me

*COMPLETED!* A shyland story.. Two college students Shane a popular kid who is always having one nights stands goes to a party. Ryland a nerd with round black glasses goes to the same party that night... he gets beaten up by Shane's friends all the time but never Shane. Shane will intersect before it gets to bad... so what will happen when they meet!? Read to find out Created 4/1/18 #19 GarretWatts #69 Bryan #127 RylandAdams #138 RylandAdams #17 GarretWatts

A guy name Mark Fischbach was looking through instagram, looking at his followers, ((i wonder if he really does that))then found a girl name Y/N L/N. He then thought,when no one was looking, he looked through her account. "Damn..... Why she got all these pictures? She's just a 14 year old. I think..." Depression she has depression. ✔ ✔ "Why don't you go for the other people? I'm nothing anyways." Y/N says to him ⚠WARNING⚠ TRIGGER DEPRESSION SELF HARM What happens to you? Do you get adopted? Will your friends from the Internet leave you? Will Markiplier hate you for being like this? Find out by reading!

romance doesn't always begin at first glance, but when the world is paused, it's hard to ignore a second heartbeat. © ; 2016 Highest Ranking: #9 in Fanfiction (aahhh thank you so much) #1 in phillester #1 in superpowers #2 in amazingphil #2 in danisnotonfire #3 in danhowell | WORKING ON FINAL CHAPTER |