I'm sorry for not letting you in, I have to do this. For me. For my demons. This is goodbye.

September 1, 2012. My mum had me young. Really young. She wanted a barbie but she got a baby because she had no idea how condoms worked and before she knew it she had put on 2 stone and everyone was calling her a whore, she was privately educated and played lacrosse, she was a ballet dancer, she had a lot going for her. She didn't get the daughter she wanted, I came out chubby and I stayed chubby, so she would show me her favorite doll, her name was Miranda and she was really skinny. " I wish you looked more like Miranda," she would say and every time she would introduce me in public I swear there was a hint of humiliation in her voice. My eating disorder started with my mum.

I have problems as we all do. Depression, Anxiety, Self hate, Anger, the list seems to go on forever. But nobody understands, they see all I go through and somehow still think I'm fine. Can't they see how broken I am? ******** I wrote this book because I want the people who share the same problems to know there not alone, but most importantly I want to help someone who has a child, friend or family going through this. I want to help you understand.

Do you ever feel like everything is just to good to be true? well sometimes that's because it is. when everything is perfect and your actually smiling, life just says "wait just a second". Well if it hasn't happened to you, you're either to young or just plain lucky because i learned life is not a fairy tale and im not a princess. yep my name is Angela Anderson and this is my normal horrible life. *I want to dedicate this book to anyone that's been going through hard times. Hold on, trust me you're not alone. You're not the first and you're not the last.*

Daisy's life was okay until HE came along. Nash became her personal bully and now he's acting strange. Can she trust him? Can she possibly end up loving him? ************************** Cameron Dallas, Niall Horan, and Sean O'Donnell are in this too. **** The first chapters are kinda bad. we didn't know far we would go, so bare with us. -Editor