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Hold Me  by _m00ncake_
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"Can-can you h-hold me?" "No," * * * Abandoned at the age of two, Jude grew up in an orphanage-ignored and pushed away for being a male omega. The only thing he craved in his life was the warmth of love that he never got to experience. And like everyone else, Jude too hoped he would have his happily ever after when he finds his mate. But life isn't a fairy tale....
The Alpha's Temptation [BXB] by knightinroses
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Ash Willow is the outcast of his pack, the omega runt abused by his stepfather, the head Alpha. Daemon Steele is an alpha of the enemy pack with a violent streak. He's stubborn and cold hearted, he doesn't believe in mates. So what happens when he finds the little omega who ran away from home? Why does he feel drawn to him, despite the mistrust of Ash who comes from the enemy pack? And why does he let this omega keep prying his way into his heart, no matter how much he tries to push him away? Disclaimer: abuse, sexual content, dark/ mature themes
Saved by Daddy (MxM DDLB) | Completed by Origin_of_Kelpie
Origin_of_Kelpie
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Emil Robertson is a little special with emphasis on the "little." He's twenty-two years old and has a unique family situation. "Unique" doesn't always mean "good," and it certainly does not hold positive connotations for Emil's situation. But he's got an amazing big sister and good parents that take care of him. Or at least, that's what Emil forced himself to believe about his parents for years until his sister brought home a man who becomes his savior. And that man will help Emil become more mentally stable with being the guiding hand in his life as well as becoming the love of his life and vice versa. ________________ WARNINGS: Abuse (not perpetuated by the main characters) Child abuse (mentions) Kidnapping - attempted and successful (not perpetuated by the main characters) Psychological problems PTSD and general trauma Age-regression Daddy Dom/Little Boy (DDLB) Dominant/Submissive Good things: Overcoming mental health issues Fluffy gay romance Emotional healing Sweet friendships New family members A little smut Side note: This story does not sexualize real littles. There is romance and smut, but it's between two adults with Emil in his adult mind. There is usage of "Daddy" and "Baby" in a few hot scenes until later in the book, but you will be able to recognize whenever Emil has mentally age-regressed. And he's not ever that way when he's doing naughty things with his lover/daddy dominant. ________________ I've been working on this story since very late 2018 and now I can start posting it! :3 The original teddy bear image is not mine, but it's copyright-free. Even so, I manipulated the image into a cover format and edited it. Please do not steal my hard efforts with making this cover. I can direct you to the original image, so just PM me if you want it. Stealing is not cool, after all. 3: Best tag rankings out of a 1000+ stories: #1 in "therapist" (2/25/2023) #2 in "littleboy" (10/15/2022) #2 in "therapy" (8/7/2023)
Finding Home || bxb by flawed-pariah
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【INCLUDES MATURE SCENES, READ AT OWN RISK】 'There is always some madness in love. But there is also some reason in madness.' - Friedrich Nietzsche After losing his family, Alden had lost a lot of himself too. Years later he still hadn't been able to make himself whole again. Maybe he never will, but with a new foster family, a loving purple haired friend, and a crush he might finally act upon, Alden's life might finally be getting better. That doesn't mean there are no more bad days, for him or the people around him, but maybe those bad days will become a little easier to get through. TW: - trauma, grief, sexual abuse related issues mentioned
Where Am I? (boyxboy) by dontgetyourhopesupp
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Dawson has had it rough. Not as bad as some, worse than others. He lives in constant secret, heart ache and pain. After his parents died he under went a transformation, rendering him unrecognizable. After three years of pain, cutting, and one suicide attempt, he returns to his hometown. As Dawson hides his identity, it will become harder and harder to seal away the truth when faces from the past start revealing themselves, including his gorgeous ex best friend Alec. Only Dawson isn't the only one with secrets and when a lie reaches Dawson's ears, it will take all he has in him to protect the one thing he has left. Himself. Dealing with depression is hard, and Dawson will have to learn it's not something that can be handled alone. He'll have to open up his heart once more, even if it risks him getting hurt, if he wants to achieve happiness. ---------------------------- This is a trigger warning, to anyone that has problems with self-harm I recommend you don't read this as there are some graphic scenes. Also, this is a boyxboy story, so if you don't like hot steamy action between two boys, this is not the story for you. If you don't like it you shouldn't even be reading this anyway and I will not tolerate hate. You do not choose your sexuality and no one else has the right to make someone feel bad about who they are. Also, if any of you are having problems, or the story has triggered you, please inbox me. I love to hear from my readers.
Hold My Hand [boyxboy]  by AidenSummers
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Raiden never had it easy. Abused and hurt at a young age made him a shut off person. He wasn't the same person he was a few years back. Depressed, lonely, and cold. That's how he became. The marks on his body told stories too painful to hear, and too tough to witness. He never thought he'd fall in love again, or even talk again. His walls are thick and hard to crack. However, Thomas didn't believe so. Amidst the fight for power and control between the same family, and dark past ties to the present, Thomas refused to submit to anything against his beliefs. His one and only belief that everyone deserved a chance at love.
Bad Religion  by beingaloneisgreat
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Soren Christensen is a quiet, shy and depressed teen boy who happens to have an extremely religious family. He wasn't always sad like this though. He wasn't always distant from the world and closed with his feelings. Soren used to be a happy boy who loved affection until tragedies in his life occurred where life has turned against him has caused Soren to internally struggle throughout his life. Rocco Stone is a laid back teen boy with dark secrets. He is a rebel who happens to get himself in a lot of trouble. He seems to have a tough exterior but he is actually pretty nice if you get to know him. His life is hectic because of his thuggish ways, but also because of his personal life with his family. He is praised by many of the people he's encountered, especially the ladies. He doesn't like all the attention though. What happens when Rocco is supposed to live with Soren and his strict Mormon family? Will Soren be led into a life of living in bad religion? And will Rocco be the reason? TW: ABUSE, CURSING, SEXUAL SCENES, MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF HARM, VIOLENCE Highest rankings: #1 mormon #1 lds #1 goodboy #4 christian #4 sexuality #8 church #9 confused #10 bxb #11 intense #11 juvie #11 prison #18 religion #20 sin
The Alpha's Mute [BXB] by nojamsbts
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Quiet, Shy and mute, Niklaus Wade harbors a past that haunts him and leaves him unable to speak. Violent, Reckless and Dominant, Gnashton Wade is unable to keep himself in check. With anger management issues and a distorted view on life, his initial raging Alpha ways makes a turn for the better when Niklaus enters his life. Gnashton has set his eyes on the quivering boy and has made it his one priority to have the adorable mute cowering underneath him and he'll do anything to make Niklaus his and his only.
In another life // Bokuaka  by hatsumix
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Sleeping didn't come as easy as it used to. Bokuto knew this, and now Akaashi did, too. The hospital AU that no body asked for, but that I took upon myself to write. _______ Disclaimer : All credits of writing this go to Littleluxray, the original one can be found on archive of our own! Credits to art/book cover also goes to Rheatan which can be found on Deviantart As said I do not own this story, I just wanted to share it :>
The Marionette • Chuuya X Reader by makiizzenin
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COMPLETED • There is no better way to describe you than a doll, living to please your owner. At the age of 11, Mori took you in from an orphanage and brought you to the Port Mafia; that's when you met Dazai and discovered your ability. At the age of 12, you become Dazai's right hand...except you aren't allowed any contact with the outside world. At 13, you hear a voice that you are told is nothing but a dream, at 14 you've become nothing but a puppet in the hands of a puppet master. At age 15 he's gone, and you are left with nothing. In the present, now 19, executive Chuuya Nakahara is given responsibility of you, but when he takes you on a mission and you don't react the way he needs you to, he starts to realize something is terribly wrong with you...he just doesn't know what. Only meeting you once in the past, what will happen when he starts piecing it all together? How will he react when he starts to care more about you than he should? What strings will he have to play to free you from your past? How deep do your wounds run? • - Trigger warnings: the usual you'd find in BSD, implications of sexual harrassment. - I will be using female pronouns. - nsfw warning in part 2 (chapter 41). • Disclaimer: I don't own the characters except for "you". The credit to the Bungou Stray Dogs world goes to the respective owners. The plot is all originally mine, however. • Thank you to Mar for making me this lovely cover. Love always. (@marster_)