Long ago people that I loved ever so dearly betrayed me ma and infected me with their shame, lies, hate, and despair... I walked the earth in shame, waiting in the shadows for many years.. but.. now I am free. My happiness was locked away in a box named sadness and depression. The key was named hope, love and friendship. The vines that were raped around the box were named hate, and lies. Betray took the key of hope and love friendship and destroyed it. But thought out the years of depression a man full love, care, and compassion found a way to pick the lock of secrets and fear, freeing my happiness that was locked away for so long...I was afraid that the good that I saw in him would turn in to evil that I saw in so many people that betrayed me and left me to die in my realm of depression... but deep down I know that this person wont leave me... I still wonder what would happen if my happiness was still locked away.

life can push you down but it is up to you to keep moving or give up, no one can truly control you and if they do then its you that's let them control you

She is a wolf like monster, But this was a dream that I always had every night, but it changes depending on how I feel deep down, the dream is about how a girl was punished for things she did not do, and how it drove her to become crazy, she got hit with everything insight and it made her numb to pain even some feelings. She running from her fear, anger, sadness, shame, and love. Her life was filled with screams that no one would ever hear, smiles that hide her pain and screams, her hair and makeup covers her scars placed on her face. She was alone with just her shadow, her friends are gone because people killed them. She fell in love but she is scared this is the first good relation ship that she has ever had, its the only thing keeping her insanity inside her along with the monster hiding with in. She is not human and people go missing and are never seen again she tries her best not to get angry because anger is what feeds the monster.