Pewdie and Marzia don't seem to be getting along, and it isn't long until the worst happens, reducing Pewdie to tears. Cry knows exactly what's going on and doesn't mind getting up close and personal as he finds himself comforting Pewdie in ways he never imagined. As time goes on, Cry and Pewdie find themselves growing close to each other, and both don't seem to mind the other's affection that grows as they spend time together. As Pewdie's romantic relationship with Marzia expires, will he find himself falling into another kind of love, one that he can't bring himself to admit? Will all his bad feelings disappear, and will he find someone new? Or... Will something of another fate occur, tossing him back into the pit of dispair, so deep he won't be able to climb back out? (P.S. I have nothing against Marzia. I think her and Pewds are an amazing couple! Sorry if how she is represented offends people!)

Cry and his younger brother, Shy, move into a new apartment, seeking independence and wanting to experience life. Although their new place looked a little....odd neither of them questioned it. That is, until they run-in to a certain resident...Pewds. As Pewds and Cry grow closer, the past Pewds has desperately buried begins to creep up again. Some things just can't be forgotten. Warnings: The use of alcohol and the mention of drugs.

When Cry and PewDiePie both get accepted to take part in a competition called 'Experience2013' they, nor any of the other other contestants know what they've let themselves in for. As they both find unexpected love they begin to discover that there is much more to 'Experience2013' than they first thought. FOR FIRST TIME READERS: PLEASE DO NOT READ THE COMMENTS IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE SPOILERS.

Marzia goes to Italy and Pewd's bestfriend Cry comes to visit. They fall in love, cheat behind Marzia's back. But Marzia does the same. She moves out and Felix thinks his life's over but actually it gets so much better..a child. A loving boyfriend, but is their child and Felix going to let Ryan slip through there fingers forever? or are they going to try and make Cry better even if he doesn't want to...is there life over or is it just beginning?

It's sad to say that tragedy is a normal part of life, but even sadder when it's part of yours. Losing someone can take a lot out of a person, but what happens when someone with worse problems come along? What happens when someone, someone who never knew love or had what you did, comes into your life and shows you a thing or two about yourself that you never knew? And after all the stuff they show you... What would you do to keep them there with you? Mistakes can lead to some very bad things, but they can also lead to a very pleasant, but surprising future... But it's hard to say that everyone chooses the right path, but it's even harder to admit you've done wrong. (not a sad book/ no self harm/ no drugs/ no violence/ no suicide) [exception to chapters 19 and 20]