Dan and Phil both have problems, they need help and seem to find each other just in time, but will they be able to overcome them together before it's too late? IPLEASE rate, comment etc if you like as it would literally mean the world to me! *NOTE! Contains: Phan, Kickthestickz, self harm, eating disorders including anorexia and bulimia, depression and possible suicidal thoughts etc* May be TRIGGERING! Also, none of this really happened/is happening to the-nor do I wish it to in any way + I obviously don't not own Dan, Phil, Chris and/or PJ (although they do own my heart) ENJOY (: THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR THE OVERWHELMING RESPONSE - I LOVE YOU ALL MORE THAN YOU COULD EVER KNOW <33333333

Dan and Phil? More than just friends? This does mention drinking and cutting. If you don't like it don't read. This also contains smut. Peej and PJ are the same person. And yes it is KickThePJ, Charlie is not a real person, and Ellie is from the last of us. Completely irrelevant now, but helpful later on. You're welcome :D

cover by AmazingSkylar - TRIGGER WARNING - automutilation and attempted suicide.

Dan has set a date. He will wait 6 months and if his life isn't better by then he will end it. Just days after planning this he meets Phil. Things get worse at first, and Dan continues to feel worthless. Can Phil save him before its too late? Triggers: self harm, suicidal thoughts, depression, anxiety, eating disorders. Phan fluff &lt;3 no sex but all the homo -This is a longer version of my creative writing piece -

Dan Howell is a new student at the most prestigious preparatory school in England. Phil Lester is the bad boy, often referred to as The Boy From The North. No one knows much about him except that. Dan falls head over heels for Phil even though people say to stay away from him. Dan tries to befriend Phil, but Phil pushes him away while also bullying Dan for being different. Will Phil ever open up and be nice? Or will Dan's world come crashing down?

Mad!Cry is taking over Ryan and he's making his last bit of sanity fly off the window.Pewdiepie,being his best friend,comes to the rescue,but is it enough?Will Pewds be able to save Ryan? Or is Mad!Cry gonna end all?

Dan and Phil have been best friends since they were little kids, well at least that's what Dan thinks. In reality, Phil can't stand Dan but just can't seem to tell him off. Dan finally learns the truth one night at a party and Phil couldn't be happier right? He soon notices a void and maybe he will learn that Dan was what he needed all along.

{Sequel to Before You Leave} ❝After I left, there was so many things that hit me and that I realized. One of those things was that I missed you.❞

It all started with that kiss, that moment and that passion when Dan became lost and Phil was clueless but both in love. The story of a skinny love that slowly becomes into something more and at the same time something less. *Note* Depression, suicide, self-harm and things like this will be mentioned a few times in this phan fiction and it shouldn't be triggering in any way but if it is, I apologize in advanced! Also, I wrote this a while ago now and my writing, grammar and spelling weren't the best so please excuse that. Enjoy!

"Are you insane or are you just that broken?" he whispered, his face inches from mine. "I'm a little bit of both," I admitted, looking into his eyes. "A trip into my mind would be a trip into a nightmare."