****TRIGGER WARNING**** This book is comprised of real thoughts that have run through my head. Most of them are screwed up and filled with self loathing. This means there will be mentions of self harm, starving myself (anorexia), suicidal thoughts, and a suicide attempt. ****NOTICE**** If I see ANYONE cyber-bullying (i.e negative, hurtful, or vulgar comments towards me or anyone in the comments) you will be inboxed with a message from me stating that you have been blocked, flagged, and reported. I will NOT tolerate any behavior of this sort. ****ONE MORE THING**** If any of you want to use any of the poems in here (There will be poems at random intervals) please notify me via comment or DM (direct message) and I will get back to you as soon as possible. So long as you don't plagiarize me and ask for my permission, I don't have a problem. But this is my work, my thoughts, and my art. ****THANKS EVERYONE**** Signed, Gale Elias (a.k.a Erebus)