6 years. I was in the band then I left. I just hope he forgives me. (Diary like) (short chapters)

The Disneyland parade has evolved into an all-singing, all-dancing extravaganza and Brendon wants to be part of it. Unfortunately there aren't a lot of opportunities for the guy who sells knick-knacks by the park gates. Enter Ryan, the parade's current star attraction, who might just have a plan to get Brendon everything he always wanted. (jacqui-hw on livejournal)

Brendon's been in love with him from the start. Dan's been in love with him since he'd saved him. And Dallon, well. He sort of just jumped on the bandwagon.

"I let waves of insults crash down on me, feeling myself drawing closer to an attack and then, it stops and the room is dead silent." {Ryan is sent to a mental hospital and falls in love with not one, but two boys, which always leads to trouble. But you never know the mind's full strength, such as creating realities that were never meant to be.} TRIGGER WARNING Mentions of suicide, self harm, rape, horror, poltergeist, hauntings, offense terms and death. This book is super Dark. Do not read if any of that triggers you. cringy in some areas EXTRA EXTRA READ ALL ABOUT