𝖍𝖔𝖜 𝖎𝖘 𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖚𝖕𝖕𝖔𝖘𝖊𝖉 𝖙𝖔 𝖉𝖎𝖌𝖚𝖎𝖘𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖋𝖆𝖈𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖍𝖊'𝖘 𝖉𝖊𝖊𝖕 𝖎𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖆𝖇𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖍𝖔𝖜 𝖍𝖔𝖙 𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖇𝖗𝖔𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗'𝖘 𝖇𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖋𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖉 𝖎𝖘? 𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖈𝖍𝖊𝖘 𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖞 𝖈𝖔𝖗𝖓𝖊𝖗 𝖔𝖋 𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖒𝖎𝖓𝖉 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖘𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝖔𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍𝖙-𝖈𝖔𝖓𝖘𝖚𝖒𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖘𝖔𝖓 𝖙𝖔 𝖇𝖊 𝖘𝖔 𝖟𝖔𝖓𝖊𝖉 𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖊𝖓𝖉𝖘 𝖚𝖕 𝖇𝖑𝖚𝖗𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌, "𝖉𝖔 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖋𝖊𝖊𝖑 𝖑𝖎𝖐𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚'𝖗𝖊 𝖓𝖔𝖙 𝖆 𝖇𝖔𝖞?" or, in which punz's relationship with his brother's best friend faces unexpected developments after a few chance encounters. . • ☆ . ° .• ° "𝖘𝖎𝖓𝖈𝖊 𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖓 𝖆𝖗𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖒𝖊𝖘𝖘𝖆𝖌𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖌𝖊𝖔𝖗𝖌𝖊 𝖆𝖌𝖆𝖎𝖓?" 𝖉𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖒 𝖌𝖑𝖆𝖓𝖈𝖊𝖘 𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖎𝖓 𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖕𝖔𝖓𝖘𝖊 𝖙𝖔 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖖𝖚𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖌𝖗𝖎𝖓 𝖗𝖊𝖙𝖚𝖗𝖓𝖘 𝖙𝖔 𝖆𝖓 𝖆𝖈𝖈𝖊𝖕𝖙𝖆𝖇𝖑𝖞 𝖈𝖆𝖘𝖚𝖆𝖑 𝖘𝖒𝖎𝖑𝖊. "𝖍𝖊 𝖒𝖊𝖘𝖘𝖆𝖌𝖊𝖉 𝖒𝖊 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖒𝖞 𝖇𝖎𝖗𝖙𝖍𝖉𝖆𝖞 𝖑𝖆𝖘𝖙 𝖜𝖊𝖊𝖐𝖊𝖓𝖉. 𝖜𝖊'𝖛𝖊 𝖏𝖚𝖘𝖙 𝖇𝖊𝖊𝖓 𝖈𝖆𝖙𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖚𝖕." or, in which rekindling with an old boyfriend threatens to jeopardise dream's chances at a new relationship, especially when he realises he never quite got over his ex.

poetry/drabbles that i don't wanna post anywhere else ☆ or, in which i accidentally trained myself to project all my emotions into writing and now i can't stop

𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖘 𝖆𝖗𝖊 𝖋𝖆𝖗 𝖋𝖗𝖔𝖒 𝖔𝖕𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖎𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖈, 𝖇𝖚𝖙 𝖕𝖊𝖔𝖕𝖑𝖊 𝖉𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖓𝖊𝖊𝖉 𝖙𝖔 𝖐𝖓𝖔𝖜 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖎𝖋 𝖍𝖊 𝖐𝖊𝖊𝖕𝖘 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖒 𝖙𝖔 𝖍𝖎𝖒𝖘𝖊𝖑𝖋. 𝖇𝖊𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖆 𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖕𝖞 𝖕𝖊𝖗𝖘𝖔𝖓 𝖋𝖊𝖊𝖑𝖘 𝖑𝖎𝖐𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖔 𝖉𝖔, 𝖙𝖔 𝖕𝖔𝖘𝖎𝖙𝖎𝖛𝖊𝖑𝖞 𝖎𝖓𝖋𝖑𝖚𝖊𝖓𝖈𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖕𝖊𝖔𝖕𝖑𝖊 𝖆𝖗𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖉 𝖍𝖎𝖒. 𝖓𝖔𝖙 𝖙𝖔 𝖒𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖔𝖓𝖑𝖞 𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖊𝖘 𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖓 𝖐𝖆𝖗𝖑 𝖋𝖊𝖊𝖑𝖘 𝖙𝖗𝖚𝖑𝖞 𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖕𝖞 𝖆𝖗𝖊 𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖓 𝖍𝖊'𝖘 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖍 𝖖𝖚𝖆𝖈𝖐𝖎𝖙𝖞 𝖔𝖗 𝖘𝖆𝖕𝖓𝖆𝖕. </3 or, in which karl is suffering but he doesn't want to burden his friends. or, a prequel to my book 'talking to his headstone'.

𝖘𝖆𝖕𝖓𝖆𝖕'𝖘 𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖉𝖍𝖔𝖔𝖉 𝖙𝖆𝖚𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖍𝖎𝖒 𝖆 𝖑𝖔𝖙, 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖔𝖓𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖐𝖊𝖞 𝖑𝖊𝖘𝖘𝖔𝖓𝖘 𝖍𝖊 𝖙𝖔𝖔𝖐 𝖎𝖘 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖘𝖆𝖋𝖊 𝖎𝖘 𝖓𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖞 𝖘𝖆𝖋𝖊. 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖘𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉𝖓'𝖙 𝖑𝖊𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖌𝖚𝖆𝖗𝖉 𝖉𝖔𝖜𝖓, 𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖓 𝖆𝖗𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖉 𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖘𝖊 𝖜𝖍𝖔 𝖈𝖑𝖆𝖎𝖒 𝖙𝖔 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖚𝖓𝖈𝖔𝖓𝖉𝖎𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖞. ♡ or, in which sapnap discovers that he can only hide his coping mechanism for so long and, with that, he must uncover the trauma he's tried so hard to hide. ♡ or, an angsty age regression book with the dream team and punz.

"𝖍𝖊 𝖎𝖘 𝖍𝖔𝖙, 𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍," 𝖐𝖆𝖗𝖑 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖒𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖘 𝖔𝖋𝖋-𝖍𝖆𝖓𝖉𝖊𝖉𝖑𝖞, 𝖑𝖊𝖙𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖌𝖆𝖟𝖊 𝖉𝖗𝖔𝖕 𝖇𝖆𝖈𝖐 𝖙𝖔 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖔𝖑𝖉𝖊𝖗 𝖒𝖆𝖓. 𝖒𝖎𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖒𝖈𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖎𝖘𝖓'𝖙 𝖕𝖆𝖗𝖙𝖎𝖈𝖚𝖑𝖆𝖗𝖑𝖞 𝖆𝖓𝖞𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖘𝖕𝖊𝖈𝖎𝖆𝖑, 𝖎𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖌𝖗𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖘𝖈𝖍𝖊𝖒𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌𝖘, 𝖇𝖚𝖙 𝖍𝖊 𝖎𝖘 𝖔𝖇𝖏𝖊𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖛𝖊𝖑𝖞 𝖆𝖙𝖙𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖛𝖊 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖎𝖙'𝖘 𝖆𝖑𝖜𝖆𝖞𝖘 𝖇𝖊𝖊𝖓 𝖆 '𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌' 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖙𝖚𝖉𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖘 𝖙𝖔 𝖈𝖗𝖚𝖘𝖍 𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖍𝖎𝖒. "𝖎 𝖇𝖊𝖙 𝖍𝖊'𝖘 𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖐𝖞 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖆𝖌𝖊, 𝖙𝖔𝖔." "𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖆𝖌𝖊?" 𝖐𝖆𝖗𝖑 𝖗𝖊𝖕𝖊𝖆𝖙𝖘 𝖎𝖓 𝖒𝖎𝖑𝖉 𝖘𝖚𝖗𝖕𝖗𝖎𝖘𝖊. "𝖍𝖊 𝖎𝖘𝖓'𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖔𝖑𝖉." --- or, in which karl has lost trust in the people around him and it has resulted in him longing for attention in any way he can get it.

"𝖜𝖊 𝖓𝖊𝖊𝖉 𝖘𝖔𝖒𝖊𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖜𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖈𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖆𝖜𝖆𝖞 𝖋𝖗𝖔𝖒 𝖜𝖔𝖗𝖐," 𝖘𝖆𝖒 𝖙𝖊𝖑𝖑𝖘 𝖍𝖎𝖒 𝖌𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖑𝖞, 𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖛𝖔𝖎𝖈𝖊 𝖈𝖆𝖑𝖒, 𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍 𝖘𝖆𝖕𝖓𝖆𝖕 𝖈𝖆𝖓 𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖉 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖙𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖘 𝖇𝖊𝖙𝖜𝖊𝖊𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖑𝖎𝖓𝖊𝖘. "𝖞𝖔𝖚'𝖗𝖊 𝖇𝖊𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖑𝖊𝖘𝖘 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖑𝖊𝖘𝖘 𝖑𝖎𝖐𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗𝖘𝖊𝖑𝖋. 𝖎𝖙 𝖍𝖆𝖘 𝖙𝖔 𝖇𝖊 𝖘𝖔𝖒𝖊𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖇𝖎𝖌," 𝖍𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖐𝖘 𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖑𝖔𝖚𝖉, "𝖘𝖔𝖒𝖊𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖙𝖆𝖐𝖊𝖘 𝖚𝖕 𝖘𝖔 𝖒𝖚𝖈𝖍 𝖔𝖋 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚'𝖗𝖊 𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖈𝖊𝖉 𝖙𝖔 𝖍𝖆𝖛𝖊 𝖆 𝖇𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖐." - or, in which karl's anxiety controls his life and a few uncomfortable situations force him far out of his comfort zone. or, in which an unexpected hospitalisation takes sapnap back to his hometown and leaves him trying to find a balance between work stress and his now-complicated home life.

𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖞 𝖈𝖆𝖓'𝖙 𝖏𝖚𝖘𝖙 𝖆𝖇𝖆𝖓𝖉𝖔𝖓 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖙𝖔 𝖌𝖊𝖙 𝖋𝖚𝖈𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖆𝖇𝖚𝖘𝖊𝖉 𝖎𝖓 𝖘𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝖈𝖆𝖒𝖕. 𝖉𝖔 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖐𝖓𝖔𝖜 𝖜𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖞'𝖗𝖊 𝖑𝖎𝖐𝖊, 𝖉𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖒? 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖞'𝖑𝖑 𝖉𝖔 𝖆𝖓𝖞𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖔 𝖘𝖈𝖆𝖗𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖑𝖎𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖒𝖊𝖓! 𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖘𝖊 𝖕𝖑𝖆𝖈𝖊𝖘 𝖆𝖗𝖊 𝖋𝖚𝖈𝖐𝖊𝖉!" "𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖐 𝖎 𝖉𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖐𝖓𝖔𝖜 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙?" 𝖎𝖙'𝖘 𝖘𝖔 𝖚𝖓𝖑𝖎𝖐𝖊 𝖉𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖒 𝖙𝖔 𝖗𝖆𝖎𝖘𝖊 𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖛𝖔𝖎𝖈𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖘𝖆𝖕𝖓𝖆𝖕 𝖙𝖆𝖐𝖊𝖘 𝖆 𝖕𝖍𝖞𝖘𝖎𝖈𝖆𝖑 𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖕 𝖇𝖆𝖈𝖐. - or, in which dream comes out to his parents after kissing his best friend and everything falls apart. even as fate pulls them together, sapnap keeps losing him.

𝖙𝖊𝖈𝖍𝖓𝖔 𝖕𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖘𝖊𝖘 𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖓 𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖔 𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖐𝖓𝖊𝖊𝖘, 𝖘𝖖𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖟𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖆𝖗𝖒𝖘 𝖆𝖗𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖉 𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖑𝖊𝖌𝖘 𝖆𝖘 𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖘, 𝖕𝖗𝖆𝖞𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖘𝖈𝖍𝖔𝖔𝖑 𝖇𝖔𝖔𝖐𝖘 𝖆𝖗𝖊𝖓'𝖙 𝖌𝖊𝖙𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖔𝖔 𝖜𝖊𝖙 𝖎𝖓 𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖇𝖆𝖌. 𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖇𝖗𝖔𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖘 𝖆𝖗𝖊 𝖇𝖔𝖙𝖍 𝖍𝖎𝖌𝖍-𝖓𝖊𝖊𝖉𝖘 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖍𝖊 𝖌𝖊𝖙𝖘 𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖌𝖔𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖓 𝖇𝖚𝖙 𝖎𝖙'𝖘 𝖔𝖐𝖆𝖞, 𝖍𝖊 𝖌𝖊𝖙𝖘 𝖎𝖙 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖍𝖊 𝖐𝖓𝖔𝖜𝖘 𝖎𝖙 𝖜𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖕𝖆𝖘𝖘. 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖎𝖗 𝖋𝖆𝖒𝖎𝖑𝖞 𝖎𝖘 𝖏𝖚𝖘𝖙 𝖌𝖔𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖍𝖗𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍 𝖆 𝖗𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍 𝖕𝖆𝖙𝖈𝖍 𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖓𝖔𝖜. - or, in which techno's family are grieving the death of his mother and everyone seems to need more attention than him.

"𝖘𝖆𝖕𝖓𝖆𝖕," 𝖍𝖊 𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖈𝖊𝖘 𝖍𝖎𝖒𝖘𝖊𝖑𝖋 𝖙𝖔 𝖘𝖆𝖞, 𝖇𝖚𝖙 𝖓𝖔 𝖒𝖔𝖗𝖊 𝖜𝖔𝖗𝖉𝖘 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝖆𝖋𝖙𝖊𝖗. 𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖕𝖊𝖓𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖑𝖆𝖘𝖙 𝖋𝖎𝖛𝖊 𝖞𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖘 𝖎𝖒𝖆𝖌𝖎𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖜𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖍𝖊 𝖜𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉 𝖘𝖆𝖞, 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖞 𝖘𝖈𝖊𝖓𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖔 𝖍𝖆𝖘 𝖑𝖊𝖋𝖙 𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖒𝖎𝖓𝖉. "𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖈𝖆𝖓'𝖙 𝖇𝖊 𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊." - or, in which punz comes back. or, a sequel to my book 'they don't get a happy ending.'

"𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖎𝖘 𝖜𝖍𝖞 𝖎 𝖉𝖎𝖉𝖓'𝖙 𝖜𝖆𝖓𝖙 𝖙𝖔 𝖙𝖊𝖑𝖑 𝖞𝖔𝖚." or, in which a relapse and some miscommunication threaten to jeopardise karl and dream's relationship before they even make it to their one-year anniversary. *͛ ͙͛ ⁑͛⋆͛* 𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖓𝖔𝖗𝖙𝖘 𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖆 𝖑𝖆𝖚𝖌𝖍 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖇𝖊𝖌𝖎𝖓𝖘 𝖙𝖔 𝖙𝖞𝖕𝖊 𝖘𝖔𝖒𝖊𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖆𝖘 𝖍𝖊 𝖜𝖆𝖑𝖐𝖘 𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖙𝖔 𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖔𝖜𝖓 𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖇𝖊𝖉. 𝖈𝖚𝖗𝖎𝖔𝖘𝖎𝖙𝖞 𝖌𝖊𝖙𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖇𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖍𝖎𝖒, 𝖋𝖔𝖔𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖍 𝖆𝖘𝖐𝖘, "𝖜𝖍𝖔 𝖆𝖗𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖙𝖆𝖑𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖔?" or, in which punz has made a new friend at college and foolish can't help but be wary of how close they seem. *͛ ͙͛ ⁑͛⋆͛* or, a sequel to my book 'hot chocolate and thrift shopping' where they have twelve days to try and fix their relationships before christmas wraps around. (can be read as a stand-alone)