"Stop!" "I won't hurt you," "Come any closer and I'll jump!"

Summary: Dan draws, Phil doesn't. Phil wears black shirts, speaks loudly, and glares at everyone. Dan wears grey jumpers, doesn't talk, and tries to stay invisible. Phil's reckless, Dan's not. This is as story about two polar opposites who mange to have a string of first times together, and maybe even a cute love story. Because unexpected things always happen, when you try to keep someone at arms length. Rating/Warnings: Mature Readers (READ AT OWN RISK). This story may contain topics of depression, cutting, anxiety, panic attacks, assault, gay slurs, and minor sexual content. If any of the listed content triggers you, please do not read. Please do not copy and post my story anywhere else or create an "adaptation" of my work. Thank you. Copyright © 2013. strawb3rryvib3s All Rights Reserved.

•part 2, go read part 1 on @thebigolive before you read this or you will understand nothing• "mrs. howell, your son was born...." the doctor, dr. madison, takes a deep breath. "perfectly healthy. you've given birth to a god." • in which being born with a disease or condition is perfectly normal, and those born healthy are declared gods //phan + a tad of kickthestickz //lowercase intended //angst+fluff

" Phil Lester is on the edge of suicide. " or in which Dan can see everyone's deepest secret simply by looking at them.

THIS STORY HAS BEEN DISCONTINUED!! "mrs. howell, your son was born..." the doctor, dr. madison, takes a deep breath. "perfectly healthy. you've given birth to a god." - in which being born with a disease or condition is normal, and those born healthy are declared gods. //phan + a bit of kickthestickz //lowercase intended //angst + fluff

Dan grows more and more anxious about telling Phil his feelings. He loves Phil. Phil loves dan to. And then Phil starts mumbling. And Dan starts talking to himself late at night. Is love really all that easy to have? Dan and his nightmares..Dont worry, Phils on his side. Trigger warning maybe idk just dont hurt yourself ok bye ^

Phil, If you're reading this. I want you to know that I love you so much. I'm so sorry. -Dan •story is complete•

best friends, ex-friends till the end, better off as lovers #8 in phanfluff #47 in phansmut

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying