*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

Dan is a dancer, but it's his best kept secret. Moving to a new college results in new friends, new hobbies and a new outlook in life; but what does it really mean to be human? A series of strange and seemingly unconnected events unfold that all seem to link back to Dan's mysterious new boyfriend. etcetc phan with kickthestickz This story carries some warnings, however they're p much all spoilers except non-graphic violence and injury on one occasion, and non-described minor character death. No major character death and no self harm. Please message me if you think you'll need to know the TWs! To avoid spoilers, you can give me a list of things you don't want to read for whatever reason and I'll let you know if they're in the fic or not :)

Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?

You might have heard of someone called Dan Howell, the exhibition designer with a fixation for perfection. He's a control freak. If you know that, then you'll know you can't get close to him, nobody can. It's impossible. Not one person is as perfect as the paintings, or the sculptures, or the art that can retain its sublimity, it's purity. No one can match how constant and harmonious each piece is. But then this living embodiment of chaos, messy and disorganised, who's desk and hair are in a permanent state of disarray comes walk- stumbling in. Meet Phil. The new museum director- now Dans boss. Dan is going crazy. How could they hire him! He'll just make a mess of it all... And yet, although he's not sure why, he can't stand the thought of Phil ever leaving. But Phil isn't like the art, he's not perfect. He has his own problems, and isn't as innocent as he shows himself to be. Everyone has a history. Even Phil. And he can't escape.

"Can you even say a sentence without the word 'fuck'?" "Those are the sentences that don't fucking matter in life." © by Kaylee B (YoungAuthor531) 2015. All rights reserved. read tags for trigger warnings #1 in homophobia (this makes me cackle bruh), noticed 4/21/19

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